Walking up the stairs I can feel his eyes on me. I look up and see his deep blue eyes watching mine. I look back down and keep walking pass him. During the day he keeps looking at me every time its possible. And he never looks away if I happen to look him back. This happens every single school day. Has happened these three years now.
He is kind of a stalker maybe. My friend used to tease me that he just has a crush on me but she doesn't anymore. Now she just says him being creepy- and we have given him a nickname, Creeps. Why would he even like me. I'm not pretty or skinny and I have never talked to him. Expect when we were kids and best friends.
Its sort of flattering to have someone looking at you all the time but eventually it becomes a bit scary. He becomes a bit scary. And of course it would be a bit more flattering if he were a popular guy. I'm not saying he looks horrible. No. He's ok. He is a bit of a geek but not as much as those three guys he hangs out with.
I guess if he told me he likes me I would be in a total shock. I mean I could never start dating him, even if I liked him back. And maybe I do. We are neighbours. I've known him since we were five years old. Thats almost eleven years now. Like I already said we were good friends when we were little but then we just grew apart when we went to school and got new friends. His little sister is best friends with mine. They see each other almost every day and that would make it hard for me and him to be together.
My friends seem to think him being a big geek and something like that, maybe a little shy etc. I know he is nothing like that. I've been camping with his family and mine. He wasn't shy there. Not at all. He was everything against shy. He was a bit of bossy and protective kind of. Tried to act tough.
I have to admit having a small crush on him but not as big as I have toward´s somebody else. Somebody who I could spend the rest of my life with. Somebody who can never like me back. Its very easy to forget about Creeps when I'm thinking about him but he'll never notice me. Not ever.
