Kelsey's World

Saturday August 22nd 2015, 1:02 a.m.

Here I am again to another confession. It's been a while but now I feel like I need to get something out of my chest again. I already told something about Darcy, she's like the only person I totally trust besides my sister.

I've been through a few issues with Dylan since he has got plans for his future that are very far from mines and again I found in Darcy a place to get rid of my problems and just be myself as I am. Plus she's been telling me about her private life, she tells me about the boys she kisses and the ones she fucks and I can't help but Being jealous.

I am like 100% straight and I never felt anything for a girl before, I do really love Dylan, but Darcy's face and her curvy body are obsessing me. There are a thousands things I want to do with her, I want to meet her, to spend time together and maybe to kiss. She's so beautiful and I can't resist her at all.

She kinda knows that, but she thinks it's a sort of joke. I asked her to fuck me a couple times but of course it wast a real question since we live in different countries, but sometimes I just wish I could be her girlfriend. I am pathetic.

I feel like cheating on Dylan whenever I talk to Darcy and cheating on Darcy whenever I kiss Dylan. Help!