Led Bullets(Emily's Army)

Chapter 1

Ashly's pov
I woke to my son crying. I picked him up. "Ethan it's ok"I said. He calmed down I saw his cute brown eyes. Sure as hell didn't those from me. Or his looks. I have blue eyes and blonde hair. He has Brown hair and Brown eyes. I know who his dad is. Its Joey. The fact I got Joey to fuck me is one thing. The fact he took my virginity is another. And the fact he managed to break a condom and get me pregnant..is just wow. And the fact I got drunk enough to let him do that scares me. I looked at my son"you look just like your daddy"I said"dada?"he said. His first words. "No daddy ain't here"I said. I wish he was though. I changed his diaper and got him dressed. I put him in his bouncer and then made me food. I ate my toast and pancakes in piece until Ethan started crying.I went over to him"yes?"I said he pointed to my food"aw you can't eat that yet. But here's a bottle"I said and handed him a bottle. Oh yeah I sure tell you who I am. My name is Ashly and I am 19 years old. I got to college in Oakland. I live in Berkeley California. I have a son. He's 9 and a half months old. My birthday is April 7th. My parents died when I was 7. Well when I was 3 my dad died. Then when I was 7 my mom killed her self. Leaving me with her abusive boyfriend. I felt something hit my arm. I saw Ethan pull his hand back "don't hit"I said. I got dressed and got him"wanna go on a walk?" I asked him. He just stared at me.I picked him up"of course you do"I mumbled. I put him in his stroller and started walking up town. I saw people was they started at me weirdly. Then I saw Joey. "Shit"I mumbled. "Hey aren't you uh..um.." he said"ashly?"I said"yeah Ashly. Sorry. How have you been? And who's this cutie?"he said. "Good. And my son. "I said"you never told me you had a son" "well you got me drunk. I never thought about I guess."I said. "Oh well hope you've been good and gotta go"he said awkward. I walked pasted him. I walked down to the circle K and got a polar pop. I put some root beer in it. My favorite. I paid for it and left. I walked around for a bit then walked home. I got in and was hungry. I put Ethan in his high chair and got him some baby food. I ate some food when he just got done I did too. I notice he was looking tired so I put him in his crib and he fell asleep. I walked into the bathroom. I weighed myself"120.6 "the scale said. "Has to be a lie."I mumbled. I was always abit chubby compared to my size. I'm 5'3 and weigh 120.6. When I 11 I was 4'9 and my weight in pounds was 115.8. I stopped thinking about that and sat in front of the tv. I watched teen mom 2. Because I like laughing at them. They think they have it bad because their boyfriend didn't want them. My kid's dad doesn't even know he has a kid. And that shows how responsible I am. After like 2 hour of just sitting and thinking. I heard Ethan crying "dada"..damn it. I got up and walked in his room. I picked him up and hugged him."dada"he said. "Daddy is probably at work..."I said. I say every time he acts like his dad or does something his dad would do. I changed his clothes and diaper. I put him in his jumper thing again. I got a banana and gave it to Ethan. Oh yeah I thought that since Joey would never meet Ethan that I should at least carry the Armstrong middle name? Y'know Andrew Marciano...Joseph Marciano. So I named Ethan, Ethan Marciano Harper. My last name is Harper. I ate a piece of pizza and looked at the clock'4:46' "fu-"I stopped talking"Firetruck. "I said. Then ran to my bag of books and put it by the door. I got Ethans stuff and we left. I dropped him off at his babysitters house and drove to school. I walked in and realised this is my 3rd day and I've been late every day. I ran to my first class. Math. Eww I hate math..to this day. I walked in and saw a familiar male face. He was wearing a red and blue beanie and had curls sticking out. Fuck. I sat down next to him because it was the only seat free."oh hey Ashly. Didn't know you went here"Joey said. "Y-yeah"I stuttered like I did when I first met him. "Your son is really cute. With his Brown eyes and all.."he said. "Th-thanks"I blushed. "He most likely looks like his dad..because..you have freckles and blue eyes..and blonde hair and look slightly German."he said nicely. (A/N I got told that once..by my mom..)I nodded"yeah. His dad um..was a nice guy..cute too"I said. "He must be an awesome dad." He said"actually-" I started but the teacher started talking"ATTENTION!"he said. Then I blocked out whatever he said for the next 5 minutes..big mistake.."miss.harper?how many 0's are in 1,000?" He asked"uh, 6?..um..I mean..3."I said. Joey laughed at me softly"Mr.Armstrong, you think this funny?" "Uh..no sir"Joey said. The teacher just gave Joey a mean look abd went back to teaching. We finally got done with school but some how me and Joey had the same class. He said sorry for getting me drunk and I said it's Ok. He gave me his number and said to call him. Yeah right in gonna call him, just like he was gonna call. I walked into my apartment and took a shower. I walked into my kitchen to get food when my phone buzzed. "Hey:3~Joey~".how did he get my number. Oh yeah I gave him my number. i texted back'hey' i got done and went to get Ethan. i waked up to the door and knocked. "coming"the babysitter came out."oh hey Ashly come in"she said"hey"i walked in and picked up Ethan"come on Baby"i said"bye" she nodded. and i put him i his car seat. i drove home. i opened the door and it was 8:30 PM. put him in his crib and went to bed myself.