All about Him

Back in the past

"Im just too scared that i'll try to talk on a person who i feel so mysterious....."

I know that it was just literally an excuse to make him disappear in my mind too.
But that was opposite of what i experienced, as i would always see his calm and pretty eyes in my mind every moment that i think of him. His name? never known about that one..

One day our adviser announced the top 3 in our class and as always, he is first and i am the second, my mother always spoils me everytime i give her my awards, clearly i am happy to have my family. My parents are always alright on me being the second, but i always tell myself that it is not enough, i wanna make them more proud but.... i just can't withstand Jayson, my academic rival.

I always promise myself to not push too hard but i keep imagining my future being broken into pieces just because of one mistake. However, one of my friends says that i am already doing good so don't worry that much and then smiles at me. Her name is Jessica and i've been friends with her since middle school, so i feel relaxed when she said that.

After school i headed straight home but when i was walking i saw that he was walking too, at that moment i was not sure if that was the moment or the chance that i could talk to him, but i definitely did not talk since i am afraid he might not talk back. While walking with him he suddenly turns around and notices my glance at him, i quickly froze and did not do anything as he was staring at me for seconds after turning back and continues to walk. I sighed and continued to walk too while realising he gave me a cold stare for second, i thought that maybe he thinks im a stalker so i quickly get a little bit more distance thinking negatively about his cold stare as if he was saying that i was annoying or creepy...
After a while i got home and rushes in my room to rest.

"I wish i can apologize for scaring him" I tried to sleep but his eyes keeps popping out of my mind as if its full of mysteries.
But after a while, i already falls asleep normally.