You appeared out of nowhere and make me feel like I am the happiest. You made me fall, I let you.... But that was the stupidest thing I've ever done because now that I am under your spell, I can't stay away from you.
I can't let you go.
I'm going...
I bowed my head as soon as I reached the dining area inside the house of my house. To show respect to them.
"What are you wearing? I told you to wear something formal!" My dad said, raising his voice.
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"Good evening too, dad." I said sarcastically then pulled a chair to sit down.
"Ning. At least you should have work something more professional." My mom whispered to my ears and I gave her a blank look.
I was told to wear something formal. My wife did remind me earlier but I don't really care, I actually don't.
I saw chenle already siting without looking at me and busy drinking his wine. I averted my eyes on my dad who's now staring at me angrily. He's always like that.
"Your wife's family will be here in a minute then they will se you like that?" He shouted.
"What's wrong?" I said in a cool way. "The clothes I'm wearing right now coat thousand of dollars like yours. Does it matter if it's formal." I rested my back while playing with my glass.
"Yes. Everything matters!"
"Even my feelings?" I shook my head while smiling. "Not really."
"Darling, stop now." My mom place her hand in my shoulder to calm me down. I am actually calm down outside, maybe she knows that there's having war inside me right now. I pushed her hand away gently.
I heard chen chuckled. " what's new? She's always not obeying your rules, dad. She's really unbelievable and I'm not going to be surprise if people will gossiping about our family in a bad way because of her actions."
I don't but I want to punch him right now. My blood is boiling on the highest temperature. I want to talk back but I know that I will just hurt myself more with their words. If Aeri's here, she won't like it then when I answered back rudely. I which I'm with her now, somewhere when I wouldn't see this people's faces.
"Oh, it's unusual that you're not throwing your signature savage lines." He laughed, mocking me.
Calm yourself down. Think about Aeri. Yes, think about her. Only her. I won't stress myself while thinking of her although I fucking missed her already.
After a few moment, the Kim family already arrive. I greeted them by just bowing my head and sat down again. Jeongie sat beside me and kissed me on the lips.
"I head you went on a race days ago, how as your race? You won, right?"
I looked around and I saw Chenle clenching his jaw and his fist. I saw the irritated man looking at us. I averted my eyes to minjeong and smirked because of the idea popped in my mind. The lonely boy will always be lonely, how sad.
