𝐉𝐉 𝐌𝐚𝐲𝐛𝐚𝐧𝐤 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐘𝐧 𝐑𝐮𝐭𝐥𝐞𝐝𝐠𝐞

10

°•°A week later °•°

I woke up from JJ moving. "Bitch, go 'head, fight me!" JJ said punching the air. I look on my phone and see it's only one forty eight. Fuck, he's just sleep talking. He doesn't do it often. I get up from my bed and I open my door. I grab a bottle of water and walk into John b's old room. He moved out five days ago and I still miss him. I haven't gotten a hold of him yet. I sit on his bed and my eyes filled with tears. I felt a sharp sting flow into my nose and I feel tears go down my cheek. "I'm sorry I moved back. You wouldn't been over there and you would be happy here with JJ and the pouges and you would be way more happier and so would JJ. JJ would be so much happier and since I moved back I just feel like I ruined his life. I really love him so much and I can't lose him. I lost so many things this year. I can't even lose him. He's too much to me. I know sometimes I don't show him how much I love and adore him but I feel like I should to it more. I just love him so much." I said crying. "I love you too. I can't lose you either." JJ said from the door frame making me jump from shock. "Fuck! JJ, God, you scared the shit out of me!" I said getting up. "I love you so much, yn. So so much. You never ruined my life, you made it way better." He said hugging me. "I love you and I know I yell and I have a short temper and you're perfect and I'm not and I don't show you how much you really mean to me because I have a lot of shit going on right now and I have a lot of things in my mind. I'm sorry." I said crying on his shoulder. He started running his hands through my hair. "Don't be sorry. I don't show my love and attention much. I just don't know if I can show much after my dad. I'm so in love with you. Also, I know you miss John B and I miss him too. " he said grabbing my chin lightly. "May I kiss you, cupcake?" He asked smiling. "You may kiss me, Jayj." I said as he kissed me.

I pulled myself on him and wrapped my legs around him. "I love you." I said pulling away from the kiss and put our foreheads together holding both sides of his jaw gently. "I really do love you." I said with a tear falling from my eye slowly landing on my cheek. "I really love you too." JJ said kissing me. The kiss was... well different. It felt magical. His hands were going through my hair. I pulled away after a second. "I missed the way you kiss me." I said softly. "Well maybe we should kiss more." He said kissing my head. "I really love you." I said.

Jjs pov

" I really love you." Yn said. I really wish I could explain how much I love her. I love the way she acts and everything about her. "Why did you not say anything back." She said. "Because." I said smiling. "Because?" She asked. "Because I can't say it because I can't explain how much I really love you." I said. "Go out today. I want you to have fun. Also, I'm tired. Love you. Goodbye." She said kissing my cheek. "Love you too." I said walking out the chateau.

T/S (still jjs pov)

I walk onto a dock and I sit down letting my feet sit in the water. "Hey, love." I hear a girl voice say from behind me. It definitely wasn't yn. Yn had a deeper voice but not too deep. The girl had a really pick me high pitched voice. "Babe?" She said. "Babe stop fucking around!" The girl continued. "What the fuck do you want? I'm not your babe or your love. Shut up!" I said turning around. She was hot. Long blonde hair and blue eyes. Woah. "Actually... maybe we can rewind that. Hey, babe." I said. I know it's bad because I'm with Yn but look at this girl. This girl was so gorgeous. "Okay, babe. Kiss me if you like me." She said smiling. I grab her jaw and pull her in for a soft kiss. The kiss started getting more intense until I hear a familiar voice. "JJ? What the fuck?" I look at the girl who said that. "Oh fuck." I said as Kiara stood there with disappointment eyes. "JJ, what the fuck happened to yn?" She said. "Erm, she said to go out and I think she's sleeping. Please don't tell her." I said. "Don't fucking think I'm not going to tell her." Kiara said. "Who the fuck is yn?" The blonde girl said. "um-" i get cut off by Kiara. "His awesome girlfriend." Kiara said scoffing. "Your girlfriend?" Blonde said. "Yes, his girlfriend!" Kiara said pulling me. "Fuck Kiara! What the fuck was that?" I said as she's pulling me back to the chateau. "I should be asking that! You were kissing another girl!" Kiara yelled. "Well, fuck! You gotta admit, she was hella fine!" I yelled. "No she wasn't! She had a big ass nose and an ugly ass smile! God, if you weren't dating yn, I would've been married to her already!" Kiara said. "Well, I'm sorry. That's what you wanna hear, right?" I asked. "No, JJ. I don't wanna hear shit. You should've not done that. Yn is a very good girlfriend and you continue to treat her like shit. How the fuck does that make any sense, JJ!" Kiara said. "JJ?" Yn asked coming out the house. "Oh fuck." JJ said. "Yes, it's JJ. JJ, do you wanna tell yn what you did?" Kiara said crossing her arms "No, thank you." I said. "No, JJ. You are going to fucking tell yn. It's either you tell her or I'll tell her." "What the fuck are you talking about?" Yn asked. "Well, I'm not telling, yn. So might as well get on with this and just don't tell her." I said pleading that she wouldn't. "Please don't tell her." I said. "No, JJ. You just fucking kissed a random girl you didn't know. She could've been 6, you pedo. She looked like a teen, but you could never know!" Kiara said. "What? JJ, you cheated on me?" Yn asked. "It wasn't like that, Kiara is overreacting! It wasn't bad. Trust me." I said. "No, JJ. I want you to tell me the truth. All you said this morning and you basically throw it all away and cheat?" Yn asked with tears in her eyes. It hurt seeing yn cry. She was so sweet and she never derserved me in the first place. "Okay, fine. Yn, I was by the dock and this girl came up to me and we kissed and now I know I should've been with you right here." I said looking at my feet with guilt. "No, JJ. You had a choice. You always have a choice. You could've chose to kiss her or not. And you kissed her. I'm not taking those fake ass apologies so might as well pack those bags. Go back to your shitty dad. I don't care anymore! I really don't care. I tried to make you satisfied and me and John b let you stay here with us and I really trusted and loved you so much and you do this? What the actual fuck? JJ, I love you but you can't keep on doing this shit!" Yn said crying. "I'm sorry." I said. "Okay?" Yn said crossing her arms. "I said I'm sorry, yn." I said. "Okay?" She repeated. "If I say sorry, you can forgive me, yn." I said. "Yeah, JJ. I fucking know that. I don't forgive you this time. I actually don't forgive you. You had a choice. It wasn't like she just came up to you  and randomly kissed you because that would've been fine but you chose to kiss her. That isn't forgivable. So pack your bags, Maybank. And don't message me anymore." She said throwing a promise ring I gave her.