Watching You

Demise

If death comes for any one of us, I would let him take you cause I know you would merely exist with all the sorrows and sadness at my loss, and I would rather have you die with peace than exist with death."

His hands are wrapped around me but I can't feel it. 

Cries after loud cries fill the hospital room and normally maybe this would make someone's ears bleed but not today. 

I want to reach for him. Provide him some console. Tell him that I am still here. 

That even if he can't feel me, can't see me, I am not gone. I am here with him. Loving him all the same ways.

But nothing works. 

People start to crowd around him. Trying to pull him away from me. 

People that I don't know. 

People that he doesn't know.

I want to shout at them. Tell them to leave us alone. To leave him alone. But I can't.

How do I explain to these complete strangers that he cannot live without me. That I was the only sole reason of his willingness at life. 

Now that I am no more, there is also no hope for him.

How do I tell them that the man the world fears, feared my death.

Lamentably, they pull him away from me. 

He trashes and cries. Threatening them. But nothing works. 

I see shadows of people from the corner of my eyes. Probably trying to see what's going on. Who is this crying man. 

They take me away but I don't go with them. 

How can I when my love is right here?

I don't see the state of my body for the last time cause the body with no soul is not worth it.

I sit beside him and reach out my hand to his face but it's all in vain. 

I can't touch him.

I can't feel him.

He can't see me.

He can't feel me.

Someone comes running towards him and hugs him. Saying some words that I can't hear cause all my focus is on him.

He hugs the man back crying some more.

The eyes that was once filled with so much happiness is now filled with sadness.

The heart that was once filled with love is now filled with sorrow.

Just like that my death makes him fall apart. 

And even though my soul left my body after death, his soul left his body before he could even think about death.

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Authors note:
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