Its been a week since that and they soon had to do something about their next target. San felt extremely bad. He felt like he was using up wooyoungs emotions to dominate him which he never intended to.
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(An: I really think i need to talk about this. 'Dominant' is not only a word used for under lining sexual fantasies but sexual abuse too. It isnt something to denote who is the top and bottom but also who is more controlling and authoritive. As you can obviously differenciate the top and bottom here, i would want you to not build up your thoughts onto the previous chapter. They are not in a BDSM relationship for you to take choking normally. In fact, they are just friends who are not confident enough to face the world by expressing their feelings. I wrote this whole para only because i didnt want you to misunderstand my understanding based on this. I totally understand if you had a question like, ' is this that big of deal? '. But you're still wrong about it and yes. It is a big deal considering their relationship and the situation they were in. Excuse me for blabbering out this. I will compensate these words in the next chapter...)
Wooyoung was really really sad. It wasnt about how much he expected from san. But it was about how san didnt even consider his feelings even though he knew san never intended to.
Yeah. Right. He already forgave san.
But its an controversial thing itself. He did forgive san. But was he supposed to?
That was the question.
They really needed to communicate it out to speak out their imterpretation about how they feel. Wooyoung was now in a dilemma; whether to talk to san or not.
But obviously he gave in 'cause he knew he cannot be not talking with him forever.
San was working on his documents in his desk preparing to own whispering pines.
Wooyoung went in his room not making a single sound. But san could feel it nonetheless. Before he could even turn behind him, wooyoung turned his chair slightly to the left and took it as an oppurtunity to sit on sans lap.
It was a drastic change. But still san was his. His sannie. Even if they never got to express their feelings.
San was startled but he really did feel great to have wooyoung finally taking the initiative to talk it out.
"𝘐'𝘮 𝘴𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘺." san whispered into his ears.
His voice wasnt stern, cold or half hearted. It was a mixture of emotions filled in; sorry, guilt, sad.
His voice came to be softer and gentler than usual.
"𝘐 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘭𝘰𝘵𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘲𝘶𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴 𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘴𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘪𝘦. 𝘞𝘩𝘪𝘤𝘩 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘥𝘰 𝘪 𝘢𝘴𝘬 𝘧𝘪𝘳𝘴𝘵?" he asked. His voice normal like usual. Not a sense of anger embedded on it.
"𝘈𝘯𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨. 𝘎𝘰 𝘰𝘯."
"𝘞𝘢𝘪𝘵 𝘭𝘦𝘮𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘩- 𝘢𝘩𝘩 𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵!! 𝘐𝘯 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘴𝘦 𝘥𝘪𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘶𝘱𝘵𝘰 𝘥𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵? 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘧𝘦𝘭𝘵 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘢𝘧𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘥𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘵..."
Wooyoung said.
Their faces were so close. Wooyoung sitting on sans lap made it seem like they were already a couple.
"𝘜𝘮𝘮, 𝘪 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘥𝘪𝘥𝘯𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘺 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵. 𝘔𝘺 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘸𝘳𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘥 𝘶𝘱 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘮𝘺 𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘴𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘧𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘰𝘧 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘴 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘯 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘧𝘶𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘪𝘧 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘪𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘵𝘪𝘦𝘴 𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘦𝘥. 𝘐 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘥𝘰 𝘳𝘦𝘨𝘳𝘦𝘵 𝘥𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘵..." san said.
"𝘈𝘭𝘵𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵, 𝘴𝘰 𝘸𝘩𝘺 𝘥𝘪𝘥𝘯𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘢𝘬 𝘪𝘵 𝘰𝘶𝘵?"
"𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘴𝘪𝘮𝘱𝘭𝘺 𝘢𝘴𝘩𝘢𝘮𝘦𝘥 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘺𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘣𝘦𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘢 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘰𝘯. 𝘐 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘦𝘴𝘱𝘪𝘴𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘤𝘦𝘧𝘶𝘭 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘢𝘨𝘨𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘪𝘰𝘳. 𝘠𝘦𝘵, 𝘪 𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘱𝘱𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪 𝘢𝘮 𝘢𝘴𝘩𝘢𝘮𝘦𝘥 𝘰𝘧 𝘪𝘵." san said out.
They were both really understanding right now and that eased the tension of the atmosphere having to hang onto and waiting for a change to break in.
Wooyoung looked at san lovingly trying his best to understand sans point of view too.
"𝘞𝘩𝘺 𝘥𝘰𝘦𝘴 𝘪𝘵 𝘴𝘦𝘦𝘮 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘢𝘯 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘷𝘪𝘦𝘸 𝘵𝘩𝘰?"
"𝘋𝘰𝘯𝘵 𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘦. 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘥𝘦𝘱𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘢𝘯𝘴𝘸𝘦𝘳 𝘮𝘺 𝘲𝘶𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘰. 𝘋𝘰𝘯𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘺 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘺 𝘲𝘶𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴!!" he playfully yelled and san giggled.
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Wooyoung asked many questions and got multiple acceptable answers. So he was glad to forgive san full heartedly. They began to continue talking and behaving like usual again.
When wooyoung was about to get up from sans lap, he sat again putting on a very serious face.
San combed his head and asked what happened getting confused of how wooyoung reacted.
"𝘏𝘰𝘸 𝘥𝘪𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘩𝘶𝘳𝘵 ?" he asked.
San looked at him questioning himself if he should tell him but he did it anyway.
"𝘐 𝘸𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘸𝘩𝘪𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘦𝘴."
"𝘛𝘧 𝘴𝘢𝘯? 𝘞𝘩𝘺 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶?"
"𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘪𝘳 𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘤𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘵𝘺. 𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘪 𝘢𝘮 𝘴𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘳𝘮𝘢𝘭 𝘰𝘳𝘱𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘢𝘨𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘣𝘦 𝘪𝘯." san spoke.
"𝘛𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘦𝘯 𝘯𝘶𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳 𝘰𝘧 𝘸𝘦𝘢𝘱𝘰𝘯𝘴 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘺 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘢𝘯𝘺 𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵 𝘣𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮. 𝘚𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘯."
Wooyoung listened carefully and spoke again,
"𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘳𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘦𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮, 𝘪𝘴𝘯𝘵 𝘪𝘵 𝘥𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘴 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘶𝘴?" wooyoung asked.
"𝘠𝘦𝘢. 𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘴 𝘸𝘩𝘺 𝘪 𝘥𝘰𝘯𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘪𝘯𝘷𝘰𝘭𝘷𝘦𝘥 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘰𝘮 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘳𝘴. 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘧𝘦 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘰𝘰𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘨..."
Wooyoung smiled at that.
He leaned to sans ears and whispered,
"𝘗𝘳𝘰𝘵𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘩𝘶𝘩?"
"𝘔𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘯 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵."
