A Late night summers dream

~kyle's pov~

As the door slams hard against the walls the sound rattling through my house as I hear my parents sigh on the other side as I collapse onto my bed in frustration. I don't understand w
By they keep insisting on making me do homeschooling. I hate it I'm so lonely... I have no one apart from my little brother. But he's aloud to go to school. I mean I hate school wherever I'm doing it. I don't want to do it but I just moved hear a few weeks ago. I don't have any friends. I mean I hardly had any in San-Francisco, but this is my fresh start! I groan internally and shuffle so I'm lying on my stomach as I stare at my phone screen. I grab my headphones of my desk and connect them to my phone as I start to play my favourite song. The piano chimes in as I start to relax and calm down. I start to hum the melody to 'insecure' the song I was listening to. It calms me down since it's so chill and soothing. I subconsciously start to quietly mutter the lyrics to the song as I pull out my drawing book and pencil. "Cause my heart can't take it I'm insecure baby, I'm insecure fighting for love," Drawing also always helps me to calm down especially when my parents are yelling at me. I hear shouting and laughing outside. I sigh and stand up the sad but oddly calming song still chiming through my ears as I stand up and pull open my dark blue curtains I sigh as I stare longingly at the group of three friends, they all look.... Like they're having fun. I get an idea and quickly take a picture of the three of them I smile to myself and continue to watch. There's three boys one short angry looking quite fat boy. He's definitely the loudest and almost always has some unhealthy looking snack in his hand, today it's a whole package of brownies. I grimace at the sight. There next one is a tall and unhealthily skinny boy with an orange parka jacket that's almost definitely too small and has a bunch of patches and holes in it. He's pale and rarely has the hood down but when he does he has shoulder length blonde hair with ,presumably dyed, White streaks in it. He also has a hole lot of scars and he always has some form of dirty magazine which I've learnt to ignore. I've only been watching these people for 2 weeks and I know a lot about them. But they don't even know I exist. Anyways saving the one I've decided I like the best for last. The last of the three is relatively tall I'd say about 6'0. He has dark black hair that's dyed a bleach blonde at the roots. He's quite tanned and looks like he plays a lot of sports. He also has ice-blue eyes that are mostly hidden but every time I see them they make my day. And he has such a cool style. He always has headphones on or wired earphones in. He usually stands behind the others. The blonde one always tries to include him though. But he doesn't look sad. Well. Sometimes he does but most of the time he just looks relaxed and chilled out. He's basically the complete opposite of me. Apart from the music bit. Eventually the tree wander out of view and I sigh and sit at my desk I hear a bang on my door and feel my rage slowly build back up. I hesitantly pause my music and pull my headphones down over my messy head of ginger curls, wincing when the adjusters get stuck in it. "What?!" I shout angrily as I take a breath to calm down again zooming in on the black haired boy so I can make a sketch of him. "Are you doing you're work Kyle?" My fathers voice replied sternly I role my eyes and pull out a heavy homeschooling book. "Yes!" I call back as I grab a text book and quickly write down a bunch of things out of it. My dad comes in and looks at the book where I'm copying down some random stuff I couldn't care less about. He nods and exits my room. "Door!" I call out as he leaves pulling my headphones back on my hair. He nods and closes my door I finish copying all the words and push my books back down under my desk as I grab my art stuff and start to sketch onto the paper in my own cute art style. I sketch out the outlines and carefully add his pretty eyes. Eventually I finish and start to colour it in with water colour pencils I smile satisfied and grab a empty jam jar and carefully stand up and hop into the bathroom and happily fill it up grabbing my paint brushes and I go back into my room and carefully ad water to activate the pencils as I smile softly to myself and I get up and lay on my bed. I continue humming my music and looking at the ceiling. I groan and pull my headphones off and plug them in and switch my laptop on and watch you tube. I just wish I could have friends like normal people. I think to myself I eventually manage to fall asleep and I just hope the day will pass quicker if I nap.

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Helloooo hope y'all are gunna enjoy this and yes ik I'm really bad at writing I just do it for fun lol. And yes insecure by Imnotshane is my favourite song NO SHAME HERE PEOPLE! Anyways I'm very sorry but I'm really weird 😭 and I'm low-key kinda stupid and if I spell something wrong or don't use proper grammar I'm very shit with that typa stuff. Anyways I hope everyone has a great day/morning/afternoon/night
Goodbye my loves!!! Xxxx
-Chlo💜