I can't. I can't do this. I can't sit here and watch myself drown, drown in the words around me. The words that are yelled, that are whispered around me. I can't step out of my room without the words. The words from the voices I know, the voices that lurk in the dark the voices that lurk in my head.
I can't open the blinds, I can't go and eat, I can't. I can't breathe. I am hit and hit by the words and I can't.
I just want to yell out to make them stop.
Stop stop please just stop
I feel pathetic I feel alone even though I have people
People that are so nice but I make there life horrible
Please just stop
Because
I'm Drowning
