Yaoi one shots!

Sam x Dean

I always had in my mind that Castiel, Sam and Dean is in a love triangle. Dean is in love with his brother, Sam. Sam is in love with Castiel, and Castiel is in love with Dean. I also had this huge fantasy that Dean and Crowley would have sex with no strings attached obviously. Of course, this is just me but this story is something I wrote after I have watched this certain episode and I just needed to write this one-shot.

Dean's POV:

Flashback:

"I don't want you to worry about me, Dean. I want you to worry about you. I want you to care that you give a crap that you're dying... So that's it? Nothing else to say for you?" Sam said in the car, the rain droplets falling softly on my baby (the car) as they drove.

"I think I will play crabs..." I said with a smile on his face.

End of Flashback.

That whole scene never truly left my thoughts. Of course I worry about you Sam. I've always worried about you. Damn, I spend every minute worrying about you. Not because I think you can't handle yourself, just because I wouldn't know what I would do without you. I love you more than you will ever realize, Sam.

I left everything behind, lovers, money, hell, I left the good life to be with you. I would do anything, sacrifice my soul, even if that means I would leave you. You never loved me that much, you were different, you would be okay without me, but I wouldn't.

All my choices in life, it's all for you Sam. I think... I can't really love someone else because... they were all competing with you, but somehow, I will always choose you, my little brother, Sammy. Maybe there is a different love going on here, that I never knew about. One that I would never even consider, because that would make me gay, probably.

I just love you so much Sam, that I wouldn't dare tell what I really feel inside me.

Sad end...