Sirius black suicide attempt (post prank)

Post prank

A/N this is just a story I made up in my head when I was supposed to go to sleep idk if it's any good but whatever I just need a outlet

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POV Sirius (post prank )

He regrets it so much because now everyone hated him, they all had valid reasons to but it still hurt. Ever since he had told Snape his world had crumbled down around him, though he didn't really tell Snape did he.

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"What do you want you slimy git?" Sirius words were filled with venom.

"Ohh i don't know, just what is wrong with loony Lupin. Why is he sick so often? Every full moon?" Snape said an evil glint in his eyes and malice in his tone.

"Why the sod should I tell you anything?" Sirius was mad now, why in the name of Merlin would he snake on his best friend like that.

Snape just grinned at him and suddenly screamed "CRUCIO!"

Sirius screamed in shock and fell to the floor, he lay there withering for what felt like an hour but was probably closer to ten minutes.

Snape lifted the curse nonchalantly. "Ready to talk now? freak!"

Sirius catched his breath " I would never ever say anything to a slimy sod like you!" Sirius spat in his face,

" Fine if that's how it's going to be" Snape pointed his wand at Sirius again.

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Sirius shot up wide awake and hyper alert, he hated reliving that. Snape had continued torturing him for at least an hour and a half.

All he could do was regret telling Snape, he could have resisted it for longer he had done it longer before.

Sirius was no stranger to torture, the noble house of Black weren't a nice place to live in, he was punished for every little wrongdoing he committed.

But this was different, he had betrayed his best friend's trust.

Over the two weeks since the full moon his mental state was worse than it had ever been before, and his life had been shit.

He hadn't eaten since Tuesday ( it's Saturday now) even then it was just a tiny snack.

The cutting was worse than it had ever been before, his entire upper body was completely covered with cuts and scars so was his thighs.

No one was talking to him, everyone was completely ignoring him, even Evans and the girls.

It was slowly killing him but somehow he felt like he deserved everything that was happening to him.

That's why he decided that he should kill himself that night, no one needed him right? No one wanted him?

Everyone has already shown that he wasn't needed in this world and that no one cared if he was gone.

The last thing he wanted to do before he died was apologise to Remus one last time. Sirius had apologised so many times since what happened but Remus always ignored it. He built up the courage and went to find him.

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Filled with anxiety he went up to the dormitory he slowly opened the door and went in.

" Prongs, what are you doing here, don't you have quidditch practice?" Remus looked up and saw Sirius standing there awkwardly.

"Oh it's you, what do you want?" The malice in his voice was clear, and the hatred in his eyes was shining through.

" I've just come to apologise, Mo-Remus, I'm so so sorry i never meant to hurt yo-" He was cut of his ramble by Remus