𝐉𝐉 𝐌𝐚𝐲𝐛𝐚𝐧𝐤 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐘𝐧 𝐑𝐮𝐭𝐥𝐞𝐝𝐠𝐞

11

A week after JJ moved out

Third person view

Yn has been hanging out with Kiara and pope since JJ moved out. She still doesn't understand why he did that. "So, Kiara and Yn, Yall still haven't told me why JJ moved out." Pope said sitting on yns bed. "She isn't comfortable with sharing that information, Pope." Kiara said. That was the twenty seventh time he asked this week. "Oh, so Yn is never comfortable?" Pope joked around. This got on yns nerves. I mean she loves him and all but her temper has gotten shorter after JJ. "He cheated on me!" Yn bursted out in anger. "He fucking cheated on me." Yn repeated. "He cheated on you?" Pope asked. "Pope, I fucking repeated that twice. Yes, he cheated on me. I told him to fucking get out. I actually loved him so much. I was trying to keep his mental health together while mine was hanging from a thin string. He just kissed a random girl and my mental health string broke and so did I. My anger bursted out on him and it just happened. I couldn't forgive him, I really wanted to, but a part of me couldn't forgive him. I mean maybe it was for the better? Maybe we weren't good? I'll find a new guy, I hope!" Yn said. She said she'll find a guy but all she wanted was JJ. Only JJ. I mean she should be dancing and romancing with a man but she still loves JJ and she will always love him. "Yn! You know his mental health was bad! His best friend moved!" Pope blamed me. I knew this wasn't him. "My mental health was worse. I tried fixing his. He had a choice to kiss her or not and go back home, and he fucking kissed her. He kissed her! Plus, he lost his best friend? Best friend? I lost my brother! To my shitty abusive mom! This can't always be about JJ now. I tried to keep it about JJ. Guess what? He isn't the only one with an abusive parent. I might be crazy, so don't mind me. Don't fucking mind me. My fucking brother moved and I tried to not show how broken I was and now it all is shown because of JJ. Maybe if JJ had such a bad mental health state, he would understand and notice the signs of my depression and my short temper and I have small anger issues. JJ isn't the only person with a fucked up life! And maybe I made it even more fucked up? Fuck that. He's free from the crazy person I am." Yn said breaking down in tears. Pope tried to side hug me. "Don't fucking touch me!" Yn whined crying. "Yn!" Pope yelled trying to hug her.

Fuck.
She tried to not think of JJ but she couldn't resist.

I heard a knock on my door. "Leave me the fuck alone!" I yelled. The door opened and JJ came in closing it behind it. "Go, JJ!" I said wiping my tears. He tried to hold me but I kept on pushing him to get out his hold. "Get away!" I yelled. "No." JJ said holding me. "Go, I'm not in the mood." I said trying to get out of his hold but I got tired of fighting so I just laid in his arms crying. "I'm so sorry." I said bawling my eyes out.

Stop thinking about JJ! But she couldn't. I mean she tried to hate him the best she could but God knows how much she loves him.

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Short ass chapter but I'm tired and I need to sleep.