ANAGAPESIS

Chapter 1

Happily skipping my ways I smile widely knowing that after a long and hectic day I finally get to spend time with my brothers.

I push open the door and shout "I'm home " but the sense infront of my eyes make me freeze.

I saw my brothers friends sitting and chilling in the living room looking at me with a somehow disgusting face.... Then my eyes travel to my brothers who has panick kinda look... Why? 

I quietly make my way inside till I heard of my brothers friends saying "what is this nerd doing in your house guys? "

I bite my lips in fear and nervousness but my eyes widen at my older brothers word " he's our former butler's son.... When they passed away mom and dad took him our wings he work here "

My eyes become moist I took a glance towards others they all have blank face like it didn't matter to them.. I try. Really hard not to cry...

"hey you come here? " one of them order me not having much choice I make my way to him. "got me something to eat " he again demanded I look at chan hyung but he just continue to talk with his other friends. So got him snack to eat...

Taking them from my hands he again get engaged into conversation.... Not knowing what to do I call out minho hyung who was near me " hyung can I go now? " he look at me as he was about open his mouth to say something... Other boy speak...

"wow didn't knew you guys let your servant call you hyung interesting"  he finished his sentence while laughing as other follow him minho hyung look at me furiously.

"sir... It's sir for you... How many times do we have make you understand just because we show some sympathy to you it doesn't mean you can call us formally " I heard changbin hy-sir shouting... Making me flinch.. I mumbled a little sorry and bow to them.

"now what are you waiting for get lost from here..." it's was jeongin who spat that words at me... I look at him with broken heart... Why are they like this today?  Is it because of their friends?  Are they afraid that I will ruin their reputation? 

I again bow down to them and gose to my room ....i threw my school cross the room and fell on the bed sobbing hard... I can still hear their laughter.. Making me cry more unaware to me I fell asleep while crying my heart out.

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I was awaken by a loud growl coming from the living room calling for me... My head is throbbing because of all crying and all...

Making my way to living room... I found chan hyung huffing in anger and while other just glear at me.. No sigh of their friends... I breath in relief that everything is going to be OK now... But my hopes was crashed by a angery chan hyung ...

"what the fuck do you think you were doing before jisung? " he questioned me while clinching his jaw as he was controlling himself. He naver cruse at me... Why now..

"what are you talking about hyung ?" I voice out confusely " so we are playing dumb now huh? " I heard hyunjin hyung who roll his eyes. Making me frown.

"how many time we have told you don't interact with us infront of our friends.... Making us look lossy " chan hyung again growl at me...

I was about to say something but seungmin beat me in this " are you that desperate for attention jisung that you try make us look bad infront of them " jisung?  No hyung or hannie

No no minmi-don't call me that you disgusting creature " with out knowing me tears fell from my eyes "disgusting creature "

Oh here we go with his so called crying session... Grow up jisung.... Not always you crying can save you.... " minho hyung spit venomously at me... I wipe my tears and stand infront of chan hyung "I Swear hyungie I didn't have a slight bit idea that your friends are staying around for while please believe me "

But he just stare at me not saying anything "hyu-didn't Binnie hyung already told you stop call them hyung it's sir for you " I look at the source of voice and found the youngest of us sending dragger towards me.

I nodded and again look at chan but he just scoff and left from there

"see because your pathetic self he's angery now " and last strok of my broken heart was pulled by Felix my twin. With that they all run after chan leaving me all alone.

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And that was day I realize that they naver actually adored me even liked me..  It was just sympathy for a kid who lost his parents... Just like adults give toy to kids for making him stop crying.

But things didn't stop here it becomes wores with every day just like a video game as you are surpassing the easy level and more difficult are coming just like that..

After that day they didn't try to show any little bit kindness to me... I still remember the same day how the streve me.... And told me I'm not worthy enough to eat along with them...

Even though chan sir naver actually did any thing he naver really stop them...

But that day prank pulled by hyunjin and Felix literally broke my little hope in them.

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T. B. C