𝕽𝖊𝖑𝖎𝖆𝖇𝖑𝖊 (bxb)

CHAPTER 28

Nick's POV

I helped Shas packed his bag to leave I can't believe that he was going I'm gonna miss him so much but there was no chance that he can't go his dad rage was something no one could escape . " I'll go and talk with your mom and bid her goodbye " Shas said closing his bag . "Yea go down I'll join you in mins " I said entering washroom I closed the door and locked it I could feel something was wrong my anxiety was terrible I felt urge to cry the last time I cried was when Shas accepted Max proposal but that was months ago; A tear rolled down my cheeks and without noticing tears were flushing down my eyes , the reason for it was unknowable but I can't stop crying the thought of something could happen wrong was making me sick so sick that I can I need to feel like vomit .
  
       I splashed water on my face to stop myself from crying and not leaving any trace that I was crying, I stared at the mirror and look down thinking who am I really, what am I doing ! It was all the some stupid thoughts annoying me and my mental health so I pushed it at the back of my mind and exit the washroom. I took Shashank bag and left the bedroom; I saw my mom with teary eyes she was really happy that Shashank had came to meet her it was a big thing for her as in general no one used to come meet her she only had us her parents passed way and now she only had us . "Don't worry mom I'll come and meet you soon as I can please don't cry" Shas voice broke. "We are getting late " I said from behind not wanting to spoil their emotions. "Yea , it was such nice to meet you Neavah " he extended for fist bump but instead she went for a hug "It was nice to meet you too Shau I hope we can maybe meet again please don't break my brothers heart " of course she is my sister she will be extraaaaa. "Umm tell dad I said bye " he said waving and turned towards the gate .

Shashank POV

The ride from his home to my home was only 35 mins it was wasn't too long but most of it was quiet there were some moments of us singing our favourite song lyrics other than that it was quiet. "Take the left turn, enter the second block and then we will reach " I said as I was so near to my house I can't believe this is s real " Do you want to come inside maybe say hello to my mom "? I asked " I mean why not but are you okay with it "! . "Yea she is really nice person you will like her " , "Okay" he said taking the left turn god he is sooooo good at driving the car how good he can he can be at driving me ;God so such thought Shas I cussed myself in the head ."We reached Sunshine ". I took a deep breath making myself ready to face whatever will come I closed my eyes for a moment to take in peace which I knew wasn't gonna get in there "It's going to be okay baby " Nick took my hand in his hands and slowly caressing it .
    
        " I guess so I don't know what will happen how he will take it me us I don't wanna be upset him but he is always which I can't help but again it feels like I'm good for nothing, Because seriously what I am I have nothing I am nothing sometimes I wonder how you are too good for me I mean I don't deserve- " I was about to complete but a pair of lips stopped me for a moment I forgot what worried I had in my life all I needed was to melt in his embrace forever and never leave but it's not the reality "Never say that again Sunshine you mean a lot to me there are people who loves you that they can't live without your mom , me and my family truly adores you and never I said never say that you are good for nothing, you are good for everything every fucking single thing and I love you and  you are ray of sunshine for me I can't keep in words how you get me hooked up to you ; my heart skips a beat every time I see you your smile it makes me all melt like a ice which never had melt for anyone YOU ARE EVERYTHING FOR ME "  he said joining our heads together and those words hello what do you mean you can't fall for it I fell in love with him again all over .
     
           I pecked his lips one more time before undoing my seatbelt and exist the car. I stood infront of my house gate it wasn't huge but it was big enough for us I rang the doorbell and waited for few seconds. Nick stood beside me squeezing my hand to comfort me I looked at him and sheepishly smiled and he winked at me . The door opened revealing my mom who was in bad mood but her face lit up when she saw me "Shau baby I can't believe this is you my baby is here my baby " she was crying uncontrollably in my arms I hugged her tight and tears fell down my cheeks "Ma I miss you I missed you so much I love you ma " . "I love you too my baby" she hugged me tightly. I broke our hug and wiped my tears ma this is Nick I pointed at Nick " Hello Aunty" he said "Hello Nick please come in"  "No Aunty it's okay I have to drive all the way back I just came to drop my bab- sorry Shashank here " I blushed when he nearly said baby "Hey at least have water my mom insisting so much " I said squeezing his cheeks nearly forgetting mom infront of us .