Evita♡ (By FlowerGirl231109)

The way you look at yourselve.. (28/05/2024)

''There just pretending''

''Who they are''

Are there a group of girls in or outside of your class? Who constantly tease or bully you? Welcome to my world, and maybe even yours. Today i am going to tell you guys about these girls and why there actually doing all of this? I won't say there names because of privacy, so i will give them some nicknames. 

Now, let's get started

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First we will begin with 'Stefanie'

Stefanie was in my class when i first went into high school. She wasn't rude or anything to me back then, just 'normal'. Not nice, not mean. But later on she turned into such a burden to me. And not in actual bullying or anyting, she just started to- despise me in some way. I could see it in the way she looked at me and acted. She didn't like me and i think she still doesn't. 

Back then, i thought that she actually hated me. When that's just a stupid illusion made up in my head. Just because someone doesn't like you, doesn't mean they hate you. Today, i started observing her and i got to know new things about her. Without actually getting to know her.

She is a girl who likes to do her own thing

while her ego is very important to her

she is to focused on herself and the way others see her

because of this she gives off some negative vibes

These negative vibes influent me, by her behavior. She does her own thing, but not in a good way. If i can say it like that.

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Now. Rebecca. 

I would call her 'a accomplice' from Stefanie. A friend in that way. She has been friends with stefanie since the beginning, with that i mean the first year of high school. Back then i saw her superficial, not good, not bad. She was friends with two other girls, who i won't mention today. In my eyes, she is like a doll. Back then i didn't see her like that because of the age we were. Right now all of us are older and we all changed and grown in our own way. 

She gives off a-

vibe that she just wants to fit in

she's putting so much effort in this-

when there is no need for that

Putting to much effort in something makes us lose time and energy. So never give up all your effort and energy into something that isn't worth it. 

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Now last but not least-

Stacy.

That one girl i 'hated' the most. She was that girl that always said hi to me for no reason. Since last year this started and it did bother me. Now i finally have peace with the situation, and with her? How? You'll see..

Stacy askes for to much attention

this makes a diffrent light appear on her

then she is

That's why she is constantly irritating me and my best friend. She doesn't want to do it in a bad way, because she isn't a bad perosn. But the way she asked for attention and tries, makes a diffrent light reflect on her. This won't help her eather. She needs to learn her self-worth and that from the others around her. 

There's a reason she chose me

to help her with that.

If you don't understand then-

it doesn't matter, you will understand it one day or another (:

Trust me one this, okay? 

See ya! And thanks for listening once again (;

-Evita