My Journal

ཐི⋆₊˚༺ Week of silents ༻˚₊⋆ཋྀ

5/28/24
I didn't go to bed until a good 1:30am because I couldn't sleep. I didn't wake up until around what? 11:30. Today is gonna be very short but hey at least I don't have to deal with the bullshit.

I got on my discord to check up on everyone, of course I was traumatized by them all. So I simply took a shower to wash it off and get myself some coffee. But once I got back I was traumatized once more.
I hooked up my Bluetooth speaker and blasted my rock music because that was the vibe today.
I ended up texting my favorite person and he said he needed time away from be. I swear I felt my heart brake once I Hurd those words.
I'd simply brush it off by ignoring eveyone and playing some games for a while. Once I finished my coffee I played waltz of the wizzard. That was really fun.
I finally finished the clues!!!! WOOOOO!

After I played that I basically just played with my hubs on Roblox for the rest of the day. We played many tycoon's and fighting games! We even matched characters! It was so much fun!!
I'm glad I have someone in my life to play games with and not be guilt tripped on not playing games because they can't.
I will forever be thankful for the things he has done for me.
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5/29/24
Today wasn't the best day. It was going well until shit happened with my favorite person, AGAIN. but we figured it out. I honestly didn't wanna do anything and I didn't wanna journal. Things have happened all this week and I kinda just wanna give up on everything. I try to push harder but things just don't go well when I do push hard.
I basically did the same thing, game and sleep, nothing important.
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5/30 & 31/24
It's my dad's birthday! So ofc I said happy birthday to him today. He seemed tired but hopefully that cheered him up. I didn't do much of anything other than fame and hang out with Abi. She spent the night and we watched good omens. The next morning me and Abi had a cup of coffee and watched the rest of good omens, we fan girled over the fact they kissed. Sorry for the spoiler bite OH MY GOD. I LOVED IT!!!

Abi had to go home at noon so until I had to go to my dad's around 4:00 I played video games and talked with my friends for a while.
When I met up with my dad I gave him his birthday present and we went to his house. We ordered some Chinese and watch a show, we felt fat and sassy so I laid in my bed and relaxed while my dad was out in the living room. I just watched TikTok until I was getting tired and went to bed.
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I'm sorry for the short readings. I've had a lot happening this summer. If I don't journal for a long whine then I'm terribly sorry.
I love you all, goodbye.