The Online Girl

The Beginning

Hello cx this story is basically about true things that have happened to me. All of the names will be changed except for mine. Enjoy~

So you know skype, kik, omegle, etc. Yeah, I discovered all of these wonderful things at 10 years old. It was a beautiful world online, full of things that you wish could actually be with you in the real world. On the internet it almost seems like nothing bad can happen..But little did I know, everything bad can happen. Sometimes I wish I could just go back in time and tell myself to not get involved..but it's too late. It all started with my first group of friends on the internet. Most of them lived in the U.S. like me, but a few lived in different countries. Their names were Isabelle, Amy, Jenny, Alexas, and Shane. More people came into the group later on but these were the main people. All of them were older than me except for Isabelle, she was several months younger. Shane was basically the only guy in the group. All of us would skype everyday and play minecraft and all of these stupid meaningless games. We were always there for each other. We would always make sure everythings okay and that nothing was wrong. We were so close. Basically the first couple of years of being with them was a blast.. but around either before I turned 11 or after I turned 11 I started getting involved with online relationships. If you knew the guys in my school you would know why I didn't do irl dating. Anyway, the first one I remember was Xavier. I met him on this stupid kids game called woozworld. We started out as close friends and then yknoe the relationship started. We lasted for almost a year, so by this time I was pretty fragile. But he decided to let things go.. and this was when everything went down hill in my life. The day he let me go was the very first day I cut..and let me tell you, those cuts were very bad for the first time ever doing that. I didn't even understand it at first. 3 years later you can still barely see the scars. But this isn't the worst that's happened so by now I'm over it.