At Your Mercy •Vegas x Kim•/•Macau x Porchay•

chapter 26

Vegas's pov

That little brat went to the city without my permission again

He makes me worried sick

To say , I'm not surprised anymore , it's the 5th time he went out without telling me

How much time has it been? 2 weeks since then?

It's kinda hard to believe that I've caught feelings for a so half-human-half-vampire

Even Macau seemed to have , can't believe myself , it's been a thousand years since I've fallen in love with a guy , with a stubborn jackass

Now I know that strange feelings i felt within the times I was with him

But for the few past days , he's been avoiding me , more like , he wouldn't talk , just like the first few days I captured him

I feel numb sometimes but that feelings somehow makes me , warm on the inside , that little tinkle feelings , I can't describe it but it just happened to be so , that little thing on the inside me always becomes warm when I'm with him

It's hard to admit but I'm glad he's not a human , if he was , I would've kill him , it wouldn't be possible to let a human get away if they knows about us , that vampires aren't extinct

It'll be troublesome if more human came to know about this

I hope Kinn and Porsche can open the portal , they say after chaos , vampires created their own world , some flee but some got stuck in the human world

I'm hoping all of these are true

I just want Macau to be safe and happy , just so he could enjoy the life we were granted , we gain our life by fighting , I don't want Macau to be in the same danger as before

The horror on his face when he heard our father got killed , it shattered my heart seeing him being traumatised

He couldn't get over it for months nor could I

Life is always cruel and unfair but that's the way it is

Kim's pov

I rolled on the bed , it's kinda boring here , I'm not gonna lie but I feel like Vegas have a soft side , he's arrogant but only when he's angry , most of the time , his ugly mugged has the same expression

Ugly? Couldn't say ugly , I can't believe I'm attracted to that fucking dick who doesn't have a heart , he's so heartless and so annoying yet so charming

I throw my face on the pillow , why me? What did I do to have feelings for him? I like him , he's hot , he got an aggressive personality and I like it , his face is so charming

It's so overwhelming

There isn't a fucking day I go without thinking of him!

I had trouble with him at first and now more trouble for having feelings for him!

I can't like a vampire

I can't

Sometimes I feel awkward whenever he comes in the room , talking to him , I just try to avoid him , like someone won't do me good , I need to figure out how to get of here

But I don't want to anymore , I want to stay here , to see him , to look at him , he soften his gaze at me sometimes and I always noticed it , it's not hard for me to noticed the changes in his eyes each time he talks

I'm just surprised he can be soft , his words are both agressive and nice , it's like he can't put up with his own words

But I can't say here , I wonder how Chay is doing , mostly , Macau hasn't been here for many days , he came here last week if I remember correctly , Vegas is the one who comes in the room often 

I wonder if Chay got a job , or maybe is home but I'm sure he must have find a job to keep himself steady , it's not an easy world , the life thst we were granted , is the one we must accomplish with decisions , although it's not easy but that's how life is

Nothing is easy

Nothing is ever easy