𝐉𝐉 𝐌𝐚𝐲𝐛𝐚𝐧𝐤 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐘𝐧 𝐑𝐮𝐭𝐥𝐞𝐝𝐠𝐞

15

I opened John B's door and...

There was him.

With...

Jack?

"Jack? It's been a year!" I said hugging him. "You look pretty." He said smiling.

I wiped my tears away. "Thank you." I smiled big. Jack was my best friend that was in California. He had beautiful brown hair and blue eyes. He was gorgeous but I never dated him. One of the reasons was because he was into men. I was the only one who knew that.

"I missed you, Jack." I smiled. "I missed you more, yn." He said.

"Okay, I know that you guys just got reunited but I need my sister back, Jack." John b said and I laughed.

I broke the hug with Jack and I went up to Johnny. I hugged him tightly. "I missed you. You're a fucking idiot. Don't do that again, hoe." I said slapping his head.

He laughed.

"Where's JJ?" John b asked.

Oh. "Um, about that... I may have kicked him out." I said.

"What? When? Why?" "He cheated on me... with a random girl he doesn't know. It hurt me and all I thought of was to kick him out so I could heal my heart and then I kicked him out." I said.

I didn't want to tell him about my bruises from JJ so I didn't include that part. "Oh, yn." John b said hugging me. "I'm sorry." He said. I was going to say something but I didn't want to.

I wanted to forgive JJ forever and I wish I could but it hurts. I try to change him and he stays the same. Changing someone is hard, that's why I let him stay the same. Maybe he doesn't need to be changed but maybe just loved. Maybe it was a misunderstanding about him cheating. There was kinda an excuse for his abusing. I mean, he did get his temper from his dad. I loved JJ? I still love him? I realize that I love him. Is it true? What am I saying, of course it's true! I loved JJ more than anything. But we both need time.

"Can you ask if JJ can come over? I need to talk to him." I ask.

"Of course, yn." John b said getting up from his bed.

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Short chapter but im trying to end this book at least at chapter 20