Love vs. Hate (A Diabolik Lovers Fanfic 3) *Editing*

Anna--Guilt

I didn't actually know why I was feeding Shu and I had felt Saki's eyes on us but she immediately left.

Was it because of me? I actually didn't mean to do this. Even though I felt guilty inside me, twisting my stomach, I continue to feed Shu with a red face. Everyone had left and so it left me and Shu alone. Which made me nervous and bite my lip, Shu saw that.

"Hm? What's wrong? Do you want me to feed you?" He asked.

"N-No! It's just that--" I was suddenly interrupted by Shu stuffing cake in my mouth before I could sallow it, Shu leans in, grabs me by the back of my hair and then I felt his tongue enter my mouth. My face was uncontrollably turning red. His eyes were, still, locked with mine. After that, he started to kiss me but I pull away.

"Y-You can't do that!" I said.

"Why not?"

"Because you're dating Saki! Right?" He kept looking at me, which made me blush more and then he sighs while standing up from his seat.

"I suppose, but is that a problem?" He asked. I stood up, immediately.

"Of course it is! You're cheating on Saki!" Was I getting frustrated? I heard him chuckle, a bit.

"Are you concern about our relationship?" He asked.

"Eh? Um, of course, I am, Saki is my friend." I answered.

"Really? Or are you just jealous that I'm dating her instead of you?" He smirks. I blushed, again. Why did he say that?! Of course, I am not but I would like it if we dated. No! I can't say that!

"That's not what I'm referring!" He grabs my wrist and pulls me to a wall. I gasped.

"Tell me the truth, do you like me? Do you love me?" He asked with that smirk. What do I say?! I stayed quiet but he tightened his hand on my wrist and my answer spilled out.

"Yes," I whispered looking away. I felt so embarrassed, yet still guilt, I had answered his question that if I liked him. Or love him. And yet, he's dating Saki. Though, I did say that I wanted to confess my love to him.

"I love you," I said, looking at him this time. He looked at me a bit shocked but then smiles and presses his lips on mine. I widen my eyes but slowly kiss him, back. I knew this was so bad but I just couldn't help myself. I wanted Shu, I wanted to love him, I want him all mine. And that's what I'm going to do.

† † †

Shu and I sat down beside each other with the others who sat down talking. Shu, then lay down, placing his head on my lap. I blushed, a little but went along with it. The others were talking about how Saki hasn't said anything about the Mukamis.

"Just let her say if they can stay or die," Shu said. Once he said that I see Saki and Subaru come in the room.

"What is it?" She asked them, in her voice it sounded a bit mad.

"You still haven't said anything about the Mukamis," Reiji says. She frowns.

"Well if I haven't said anything then, they can stay." She says, Subaru leans against a wall nearby. Does he still like me? He looks at me and then frowns.

"Besides they haven't caused trouble, just only one person in particular," Saki says. Subaru leans towards Saki and starts whispering in her ear. She stands there, listening. After a few seconds, she nods and looks at him, whispering something back. Are they talking about me? I blushed at that thought. Saki then looks at us.

"I have things to discuss with Subaru, so excuse us." She says. They both walk out of the room and I sighed, quietly. I feel so guilty. Shu sits up.

"Come, let's go to my room, I'm sleepy." He says, grabbing my wrist and pulling me with him. I blushed.

His...room?! He opens the door, and I hear giggling. Saki? Shu kept pulling me with him. I didn't want to go to his room, I don't know what he'll do and what happens if Saki comes in and thinks that he's cheating on her. I'm so lost.