Stalk Me More

Introduction

"Ahhh! I'm done with this! Ayoko na, paulit-ulit na lang." Sophie kicks the air as much as she wants until she turns her look at Amanda.

"Hulaan ko? Boyfriend mo yan, 'no?" Amanda asked while typing on her laptop then added. "Ano na naman ba ginawa n'ya at nagkakaganyan ka na naman?"

Sophie realized one thing that would make her life better. Maybe, this time she needed to choose her mind more than her heart.

She stopped arguing with herself then she faced her best friend. "Amanda, makikipag-hiwalay na ako kay Christian. Sa tingin ko tama na lahat ng mga ginawa ko para sa kaniya."

She tries not to cry because she gives all she can do to make their relationship stay longer. She gave everything she has but there's one thing she can't give, her body.

Her mind is confused, no, not just her mind but also her heart. This is the hard decision she will make but she needs to prove to herself she can do it.

Amanda wants to smile but she chooses not to. She doesn't trust her best friend she can do it, she needs to confirm if she wants to end things with her boyfriend after all the advice she gave to their relationship. "Are you gonna end things with him? Are you ready to live your life without him? Sigurado ka na ba sa desisyon mo?" Gustong malaman ni Amanda kung sigurado na ba talaga sa desisyon ang kaibigan n'ya. She loves her best friend at ayaw n'yang makitang umiiyak na naman ang kaibigan n'ya. She deserves better, after she sees her best friend struggling with the toxic relationship she has, she wants to see her friend to be happy again.

Hearing the question of her friend, she heavily sighs and answers Amanda. "I am sure now. I need to fix myself and the first step to fix myself is to end things with him, also, I can't take the pain anymore and I think three years is enough."

"Good to know. Lagi lang ako narito sa tabi mo, Ate." Said Amanda, then she hugged her friend tightly so she could feel that there was someone beside her.

"We should sleep now. Mayroon pa tayong quiz tomorrow sa calculus, 'di ba?"

Sophie thinks about it, and then she grabs her phone to check if they have a quiz tomorrow. "Oh, shit! Nag-review ka na ba?"

"Yep, kakatapos ko lang. Masyado ka kasing busy kaya 'di mo na matandaan"

"Magre-review muna ako then I'll sleep. You should sleep now, Ate. Tapos ka naman nang mag-review."

"Good night!"

Sophie gets her things to review the given topic on their calculus subject. She practices solving every problem she sees online and the examples their professor gives to them. While practicing, she can't stop thinking about what may be the consequences of her decision.

Kaya ko ba? Natatakot ako, naiiyak ako. The other part of her brain answers her question. Kailangan mong kayanin, Sophie.

She decided to stop practicing then she lay on her bed. Wondering what will happen tomorrow after her plan.