That one moment

Pain

--MITCH POV--
I hope Kelly is alright I say to Jack who has his head in my lap watching me play my ps4. I'm sure she is fine he said trying to comfort me. Then I started thinking why do I care about her so much why am I dating Jack. Why does he think I'm good enough.  Jack must have noticed I wasn't talking because he was staring at me with a worried look on his face.
--JACK POV--
Babe why aren't u talking to me I ask worried why. Mitch asks why?   What I say I response why are u dating me why do u think I'm good enough?he said looking me straight in my eyes babe I'm dating u because you are the person I love u r perfect in my eyes I honestly don't know what I would do without u now stop talking like that I will never leave you. I love u I say with all my heart. Then I but my hands on his head and pull him down towards me so I could kiss him.
--MITCH POV--
I started to tear up at the fact he said he would never leave but there is something I have to show him I hope he isn't freaked out my thoughts are interrupted by Jack who asked me if I would go swimming thinking it would cheer me up. Idk I'm no feeling well I say but I'll watch. When we got to the pool Jack took his shirt off and I have to say I never released how fit he was. He asked me to help him take his under shirt off idk why but I did and as soon as I got his under shirt off he kissed me and said babe I'm sorry he said smiling I asked for what and he jumped in the pool except this time he pulled me with him. I panicked because if two things one all if my bracelets are leather and we all know what happens to leather when it gets wet and two  I hate to say this but I cut and I have a bunch of scars also I didn't want Jack to see them.
--JACK POV--
Babe I'm sorry I said because I realized he started shaking and holding his wrist. He got out and said its okay clearly trying to hide something. I grasp his wrist and move his bracelets and that's when I tear up how long have u been cutting I ask crying since I was 14 Mitch said avoiding eye contact.
-- MITCH POV--
I ran into jacks room and I started crying why why did I have to feel pain.  The noise of the door opening made me turn around. Babe jacks says quietly what I respond. I'm sorry so sorry I hope your not mad at me he says I'm not I just I don't want you to leave me I don't want to feel pain.