An untold love

I have loved you Colin with my all heart, I know I may never get love in return, it is  one-sided love and I guess it​ always will be, despite this I love you even when I didn't know it myself, I love to sit on the window of my house because from there I can see you, I often came to your house to take a glance of you, "the colour of your eyes is the most beautiful shade of blue I have ever seen in my entire life" I love you so much Colin Bridgerton but I know you will never love me back maybe because I am not beautiful enough for you and maybe I will never be, maybe because I embarrass you...

Miss Penelope Featherington, I know you have changed something in me, you have been an amazing friend of mine for all these years but now I can't stand it anymore, i want a lot more, i have been dreaming of you since our kiss, all I have been thinking about is you and only you, and to be honest I want to sleep more because it's the only place where you are MINE.
In the first place, I was not able to understand what was going on with me, I had never felt this way towards anyone before, but now whenever I see you want to get closer and closer to you, when I see any guy near you my heart aches, whenever anyone or anything tries to hurt you, I just want to protect you in my arms, nothing comes in my mind except that "I LOVE YOU" I love you so much pen, I can't stand it anymore.