Why Always Me. WHY?!

why you to?

This is my first ff that I'm publishing a littel warning Angst and my Spelling is not good as English is not my first language and I don't want to keap you waiting any longer and I hope you enjoy reading it
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As Atsushi was on a mison for the ADA. He neaded to geht a porsan to the Leader. But AS He was by the place there were sopoust to meat He got a call from Konikita
Atsushi:" Hello Atsushi Here what can i do?"
Konikita:"Hey Atsushi ITS me Konikita the meating will not BE anymore you are free from the mison and have free for the next two days"
Atsushi:" thanks for teling me so im Off of Work?"
Konikita:"yes See you in two days"
Atsushi:"yes See yo-"
Konikita ended the phone call
Atsushi was a Bit Surprised by the Action from Konikita AS He was one of the people He would secreface himself but He dident think much abaout it and onHis way Back to His Apartment. AS IT was a Bit far He wantet to Walk to think abaout somthing.
AS atsushi was half way Home He seen somthing and walkt in a alley AS He Heard dazai Talk whit Konikita.
Dazai:"and now"
Konikita:"WE nead to geht the mison done AS sun AS posibel do you think WE can geht him ther in the next weak?"
Dazai:"yes i mean He Trusts US blind so IT should BE No proplam"
Konikita:"fanaly He geht's on my nervst i nead to be carfily becous i really dont know how Long j can act more atsushi IS such a pain in the Ass!"
Dazai:"i have to agre on that i dont know how i can be so nice to him"
Konikita:"Hes so usless and only brings trobel whit him...........
Atsushi dident want to Here more He was Deeply shocked and wantet to cry more than anything He dident think He Just rund away crying. Dazai and Konikita Heard footsteps and lookt to the other Side of the alley and AS there see atsushi ther bout Said at the se time
:" Shit He Heard us"
At Home whit Atsushi..
AS Atsushi got Home He cryed himself to sleap and lost his will to Life, after two days. AS He got to the ADA He walkt reigt to the President and after half a hour He walkt Back Out while scriming "your Just the Same" and walkt to His tapel to Pack His thinks AS Rampo walkt over
Rampo:"Atsushi what are you doing? We have a mison togehter or did you forgeht?"
Atsushi:"let the game down"
Rampo:"wa-
Atsushi:"do you belive im stupid or somthing like that?... Did you really thogt i wodend find out?"
Rampo:"what do you mean? What game?"
Atsushi lookt down and wispers :"that im only beang yust to geht seald away"
Rampo is shokt:"what.... What do you mean?"
Atsushi Slams his hand on the table so erwebody Looks at him in the rom as Atsushi is not a porsan who is likly to be angry.
Atsushi:"JUST SHUT UP I TRUSTED YOU AND THE OTHERS AND THATS WAHT I GEHT? I DID NOTHING BUT TRYID TO HELP AND JET YOU ALL WAMT ME TO GEHT LOST SAYING THAT IM NOT GOOD ENOF.... So i will Go"
Erwebody was shokt at that Autbrost of him but mostly Rampo.
Rampo:" w w waht do you mean your my best friend i would never"
Rampo trys to Put His Hand on Atsushis sgoulder but Atsushi sleapt the Hand away and got Up whit the words
" You all are even wors... than my old orpanich.. i really thout you... all belive in me" whit that Said He torns around as a cremson red flower apirt on my nake what erwebody Seen im the rom and Rampo was the porsan who starded crying and Said
Rampo:" No... No... NO ATSUSHI YOU WILL DIE IF YOU LEAVE NOW YOU KNOW THAT.... ATSUSHI PLEAS"
Atsushi:"leave me the fack alone" whit that he leaft the ADA and disapirs in the streads.

POV Rampo
As Atsushi leavt i fealt Like crying after a Moment or two i realisiert that i was crying 'that Crimson Red flower in His nake was a wisebel hint vor Hanahaki Disease but im Sure He knows that alredy or He would have broken down becous of the pain so He hast it a long time to Not even notic the pain that the flower gives whit it'

POV Atsushi
As i leavet i notict the Burn in my nake and AS i Put a Hand there i noticer that the flower was Back
"Why me?..... I... Cant anymore"
AS i lookt around i notict a alley we're i got in and stays there for a bit i laid down on the flor and son sleapt in
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Time skip 2 weaks
POV Atsushi
As i lay there for two weaks whitout food and water i noticer my wishen became sloly black and smail "f fanaly" and i past Out when i opens my eyes i See my whit Tiger
Atsushi:" im Happy to See you i nead to Tell you somthing...
Im sorry that you have to Stick whit me im weak and was never good for somthing so im sorry you will also die becous of me and the pain i brought whit me..."

POV ???
As i was on my mison to geht someone Back to the Leader i noticer somone laying in a alley and wanted to Look If its that Posen who im looking for but AS i got near the alley i noticer IT was the whit Tiger erwebody in the Mafia seeas him AS a Kind of simbol or so and i have to agree He has my respact two but Not only that i Love the siver haid Boy but He was Out Here weat and paar Out. AS i got to him i grapt him and brout him.to my Home to Help him AS i grapt him and ready to have a Heavy weight on my shoulders i was schockt that he IS that light.
"What is wrong? Isent He whit that asshead?"
After 3 days of thaking Care of Atsushi i begann to worey hafely as he dident woke Up.
In the next weak ??? Was really worid for Atsushi and hopes He was alried He couldn't imagine what would happen if Atsuchi died after that weak Atsushi opens His eyes and was schockt to lay in a bed
POV Atsushi
'We're am i? What happend.... Reight i was in a alley to hopfuly die am i dead?'
AS Atsushi thogt that the door opens and He lookt at the diracen and was schockt
???:" Atsushi your fanaly Up i was so woryed why we're you Not whit the ADA?"
Atsushi:" i... I am alive? How i i dont want that why did you save me ??? WHY"
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I Hope you liker the capter and If you want a Part two