Lust 🕯️

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TW: violence, sex, blood
Kevin POV:

I am at my house in the living room drunk. Why is everything so frustrating. Why can't I get over Andrew, why do I have to like a guy when I'm a guy.

How strange it is to be anything at all.

I wonder when's the last time Andrew thought of me, can't believe he has a kid. Liam.

We could've adopted a kid. If he was a girl we could've had one. If he was a girl everything would've been fine.

This shit is so irritating.

I picked up my phone knowing what I am about to do I'll regret later. I pressed my secretary contact. It rung, then picked up.

"Hello?" The woman said through the phone.

"Hello Amanda, I need a favorite," I said. "Of course, what is it?" She asked.

"Can you send somebody over again? This time make sure they have short brown hair and blue eyes. Gender doesn't matter." I stated.

She hesitated for a moment. "Are you drunk right now?" She questioned. I began getting irritated. "Does it matter?! Damn." I gritted.

"R-Right, just make sure to be careful. I don't want your father finding out." She said sheepishly.

I hung up and threw the phone on the couch. I don't like raising my voice or getting mad, but it's the only way people listens.

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32 minutes later||

I heard a ring at my door, I got up and walked to the door and opened it. I was displeased, but I can't complain. He slightly looks like Andrew.

"Come in." I smiled.

He shared a light smile with me and his face was beautiful. It pissed me off.

Suddenly my mood changed. I don't feel like doing anything with this guy. I rather would beat him up. I want to see Andrew in pain. I want him to hurt just how I did. He came in the house and stared at it in amazement. I went to the table and grabbed a cigarette and light it up.

"You want to get paid extra?" I asked while putting the cigarette to my lips. "How much we talking?" He questioned.

I exhaled the smoke, "Three thousand." I stated. His eyes lit up, I was going to say more but I was teasing. Is three thousand all it takes?"

"I'll do anything for three thousand. If it implies with something illegal, just don't. You know, record." He let out a sly smile.

I smiled, without warning I drove my fist into their face with force. I felt a satisfying crunch of bone beneath my knuckles. Their head snapped back. Blood spraying from his nose and mouth.

With blood on his face he looked a lot like Andrew. I know it shouldn't turn me on, but it did. "Come here." I ordered while unzipping my pants.

Which he did.

Im surprised he can be hurt and still be ready to have sex. He came up to me and sat on his knees, both his hands found way to my hips for support.

He looked up at me with those fucking puppy eyes. "Well, get to it."

He unzipped my pants with his mouth in a seductive manner. His face expression changed when he saw the size. Like all the others.

He began kissing the tip, then putting it into his mouth. Dam, he's good with his tongue. He's teasing me by moving this slow, who the fuck does he think he is?! I gripped onto his hair and guided his head up and down.

I looked down at his face. Fuck, he looks like Andrew. It pisses me off.

I shoved my length down his throat. "If I feel your teeth I swear to fucking god.." I grunted. Hearing the noises coming from him annoyed me.

I took my cock out his mouth, "D-Did I do anything wrong..?" He mumbled. "Shut up and stay still for me." I said.

I started to jerk off to his face, "Kevin." He said. Reminding me just of Andrew, my body twitched while bits of sperm were coming out. He just kept looking at me with those eyes, and a fucking bloody nose.

My strokes began getting sloppy as I felt my orgasm coming. As I let out I loud grunt I also let out a load on his face.

What the fuck.

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Sorry for the short chap IM COOKING UP SOMETHINT THAT I WILL POST VERY SOON

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Sorry for the short chap IM COOKING UP SOMETHINT THAT I WILL POST VERY SOON

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