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Sunghoon locked his phone and excused himself from his friends before leaving the room. He went out of the bar and walked towards the alleyway, a bit far from the bar they are hanging out.

He takes out the pack of cigarettes he bought to the store on his way to the earlier. He pulled a stick and held it in between his two fingers. He lit it up with the lighter he kept in his pocket and took a deep puff.

The smoke entering his lungs gave him satisfactory. It calmed his nerves in a way he didn't understand. Regardless, it's good. The feeling of inhaling the smoke gives him a sort of relief.

He knew he fucked up. But he has no choice but to do it. He was left with no choice but to destroy himself. He is destroying himself.

How ironic. He didn't want any of this yet if he was given an another chance to change his decisions, he will still choose this. He will still choose to fucking destroy himself and the relationships he has with the people he loves.

That's how fucked up he is.

Sunghoon blew out the smoke in satisfactory before inhaling an another one.

"I thought you quit that. "

A voice coming from behind him snapped him from his trance. He looked over his back, not surprised to see Riki standing few feet away from him with his hands buried deep into his pockets.

"Couldn't help it. " Sunghoon responded, taking an another puff.

Silence.

"I'm not dumb, Hoon. " Riki started. "I know what you were doing with Jana just by seeing that hickey on your collar.... Why? "

"Sunghoon, why of all people, why Jana? "

Sunghoon took one last puff before throwing the stick. He stepped on it then faced Riki. "I have my reasons. "

"Are your reasons enough to ruin your friendship with Seung? "

A bitter smile formed in his lips. He looked at Riki right to his eyes.

"My reasons are enough to save Yeojin. "

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