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Well after that party I never looked the same way at Kacper. I was trying to avoid him. To not look in his way. To not cross my eyes with his. I thought I did it well, but I guess I was wrong.

I ended up classes and decided to I wanted to go to a nearby park. Sitting with my earphones on and eyes closed, I didn't realized that someone sat next to me. The intense smell of perfume got to my nose. Those perfume that belong only to one person I know. I looked at Kacper. His face expression was..uhm..he was upset? Maybe tired. I took one of my earphones out and gave it to him. He took it with a smile and put it in. I didn't bothered to change the song or type of music. We were sitting like that for a while. Then I felt his head falling on my shoulder. Oh shit. I wasn't moving to not (I guess) wake him up.

But after like 10 minutes he woke up like nothing and looked me dead into eyes.
"Sorry.." he said.

"No problem babes.." actually it was a problem, I was already late for my bus.

"Why would you do that?" he asked.

"Do what?" I looked at him confused.

"Ignore me" hell no bro. Why would you say that??

"I was..busy..yeah busy.."I smiled nervously. "You know..school stuff".

"Y/N what the fuck are you talking about?" he said.

"What do you want me to say then?" I asked, those glimps in his eyes appeared so I quickly added "Nuh uh, don't think about it".

"Just tell me why.." in that moment the only thing that came up to my mind was one thing.

"Tell me why ain't nothing but a heartache.." I'm already sorry for him.

"What?"

"It's a Backstreet Boys song.." he looked at me confused. "You don't know that?"
I asked in disbelief.

"Should I?" he said.

"Then what are you listening to?" I asked.

"YNW Melly, Central Cee, $uicideboy$..uhm..A$AP Rocky.." slay bro, but what else? "You know, rap".

"Slay, honey. Huge slay" what am I saying?

"Thanks" he literally did 👍 😁.

"I have to go.." I said.

"Where?"

"To the bus stop?" I answered, while standing up.

"Aren't you late for your bus?" he asked and the way I took such a deep breath was just impossible to describe.

"Yes, I am.." I squinted my eyes.

He started to laugh. I swear to God if he came here on purpose to make me late.

"What's so funny?" I continued.

"Nothing.. Come here.." he waved to me.

"Why would I cum here?" I asked because I'm deaf as fuck.

"WHAT?" he looked in disbelief.

"Yo..you said that.." I said as we started to walk towards his car.

"I said COME not CUM.." he laughed. "But I wouldn't mind if you cum" he said what?

"Too fast bro..too fast" I scrolled my eyes.

"And now I'm too fast?" bro just shut up.

"Slow down, hun..you know what they say.." I stopped him. "Huge ego, small dick.."

"At least I'm funny.." he said.

"So you admit you have a small dick?"

"It's big enough to make you scream" ew bro. EWWW.

"I think I'll scream cause it's ugly.." I said.

"That's mean..you didn't even saw him.." and I don't want to babes.

"Believe me, hun..I don't want to.." I said.

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