MINE ALONE

Chapter Fifteen

DANIEL POV

We sat in the car while Elliot drove at the pace of a snail. I wasn't sure where he was taking me yet again, I did say he could take me anywhere but the problem is weve been driving for an entire hour and I see no sign of him stopping. I know what you are thinking, it's probably something like, the sexy ass guys who are driving will stop somewhere and then they're gonna mate like wolves. Well, you couldn't be more wrong. This is no porn show or sexy gay shit but damn I ain't gonna lie, he looks like a big brown bear. I wonder what else is big. No no no, do better Daniel what are you thinking besides a guy who is as straight as a light post? Are you ok, that musky voice asked dripping with concern. Yes. I'm alright. I said nipping away at my bottom lips. He seemed to want to ask more but decided against it.

After a while, he stopped on top of a hill not too far from town. The engine died down and the door opened, he got out and I followed suit. A refreshing breeze gently caressed my cheeks and I couldn't help but feel a sense of relaxation that washed over me. My eyes involuntarily closed and I basked in the scent of blooming flowers that tickled my nostrils. Calming isn't it, without any adieu. It's amazing. My lungs feel fresh and my mind feels at peace. There was a short pause before he said, Im glad you like it. This is where I come to gather my thoughts when I feel like I'm drowning from stress or feeling lost.

I looked at him and couldn't help but notice how vulnerable he looked. The gentle wind that caressed his forehead brushing his snow hair and the evening glow of the setting sun gave his skin that golden tone highlighting his long lashes, straight nose, and sharp cheekbone. This man is the definition of perfect. Who wouldn't fall for him? Don't get me wrong guys but I think we can all agree everyone knows a walking sex god when they see one, am I right or am I right? You're doing it again, he said, chuckling. Huh? Doing what? I asked, tilting my head in confusion. You're looking at me the same way you did that morning. I paused, how could I not look at him when he looks like that? Sorry, it just happens. I replied, looking away. Don't apologize. I actually like when you do. It makes me feel like i'm the only one in your field of vision. I squinted my eyes ''You are the only one in my field of vision though.

He laughed and it sounded like music to my ears, my heart flutter as his laughed echoed across the hills like a child getting his first kite and learning to use it. Come here, I blinked. What? he sighed and marched around to my side and if i'm being honest, I could finally see how tall he was because right now he loomed over me, blocking the sun like a tree. A mischievous smile danced on his lips and before I could process his hands snaked around my hips and I let out a yelp as he hoist me up into the air and placing me on the car top. He chuckled again and it sent shiver straight my groin. Now you cant escape or avoid me, he said grinning. Let's get down to business shall we? I didn't answer so he proceeded. Why did you leave that day? the question was like a slap to the face and guilt consumed me. I-I had something to d–. Think again, and this time answer the question. his was stern and demanding, leaving no room for lies. Because I thought you'd be disgusted. he narrowed his eyes. Why would you think that princess?

Because I kissed you, you have a girlfriend and for a guy you don't even know for a week to suddenly kiss you in the heat of the moment. Of course you'd be freaked out by that. I don't even know if im gay because i've never thought about it and I am confused as to why I like the way you taste and the way your touch felt so good and even when you handle me so gently!'' I was practically shouting at this point. I hadn't know you that long but I feel so open when I'm around you. I feel vulnerable and that scares me. its true that im used to being closeted, not showing my true feelings and just being what others wanted me to be. That is my life. He didnt say anything and just stared at me as understanding, sadness and guilt flashed in his eyes. We stayed silent for several heart beats and let the wind do the talking as it whistles and interacted with the trees and to be honest, I need that moment of silent to calm myself because this isnt me.

Elliots pov

I somehow understood daniels frustrations because fuck, im going through the same feeling as him. That feeling you love but isn't supposed to, is sickening and it coroses your lungs and makes it feels like you can't live without it. Like a drug, it's addicting. I didn't say anything to him as I waited, and observed him, his chest rising and falling as he took big breaths to regain his composure. When he did, I spoke. I also don't understand why your lips on mine felt so right that day, I sighed and continued. I also got lost in the heat of the moment as you said and didn't pull away so the joke isn't all on you. That day was us just exploring and as you said, you're not sure if you're gay and I have a girlfriend and all that crap. Fuck I wasnt sure what happened that day but lets just put it behind us. I wasn't sure it was my imagination but I swear I saw a flicker of sadness in his puppy dog eyes for a second. Youre right, he said, raising his head, releasing a shaky breath. We were both lost in the moment and did something useless. I'm so stupid. I watched as he looked at me with an emotion I can't seem to decipher which bugged me. I feel fucked up. I feel like I fucked a girl for the first time and left hoping not to see her again but it turns out you are both in he same class and you have to see her everyday from then on. And the atmosphere is always awkward. I feel like shit, like I hurt him but at the same time it's probably for the best. He's making me feel things and leading me to a part of me I didn't know even existed and that is dangerous for me. He looked on in the distance with a sense of longing and walked into my stomach with its luggage, ready to take residence. Say, it wasn't that bad. I mean don't tell anyone that but your morning breath smelt like rum and raisin ice cream I said winking while I flashed my most playful grin.

Daniels Pov

I stared at him in disbelief as he grinned like a full on playboy. He actually said my breath smelled like. What is wrong with this individual? But that carefree smile was contagious because I magically began laughing at the thought of him being a good kid. That would be scary if he just decided to become a straight As student since he is never in class and always doing basketball or walking his way into a girl's heart only to walk out a couple days later. While on this topic an idea struck me. How about a bet? he tilted his head, curiosity evident on his perfectly sculptured face as he asked.What bet? I held up four fingers in his face, he blinked, still not getting the gist. Four dares for one week El, what do you say? You're up for a challenge, big guy? I said grinning.

I will not publish as often as expected because exams are coming up so forgive me.