I just wanna be happy

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Why can't I be happy? Why am I never happy? Is their something wrong with me? What's happening to me? I said in my head while lying down on my bed something since my attempt had always made me feel not real like I wasn't really here I knew I am alive, I am right? I got out of bed and walked downstairs to see Chris nick and Matt all up and ready "where are u going" I said walking to the sink to get a drink "we are going to get you enrolled into school" nick said as my heart dropped school had always been my hard spot i was kicked out of 3 in Boston. "Why" I said holiday back tears I hated school "because you need to go" nick said looking at me confused "oh my fucking god you annoy me so mutch all of you" I said walking upstairs and getting ready I brushed my teeth then sat down at my vanity and did my makeup

 "Why" I said holiday back tears I hated school "because you need to go" nick said looking at me confused "oh my fucking god you annoy me so mutch all of you" I said walking upstairs and getting ready I brushed my teeth then sat down at my vanity ...

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Then I picked my outfit

Then I picked my outfit

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This was my outfit. I slid on my Jordan4s and walked downstairs "come on then" I said with a horrible attitude "and you wonder why you get kicked out of schools" Chris murmured under his breath as we walked out "shut up you fucking idiot" I said really annoyed "Cass it's fine ignore him don't get mad" Matt said as we walked to the door beacuse he knows I get angry over small little things. As we sat down in the car I just put in my air pods and listened to songs
The man who can't be moved- the script
Overseas- dbe and central cee
Pakistan-dbe
Breakheaven-the script
Iris
Break-Alex g

As we was half way their I felt someone tap my shoulder "you need to put a jacket on because they don't allow crop tops" nick said handing me one "no" I said throwing it to the back. I hated being horrible and mean I hated it but I can't help it they know how mutch I hate school and still they went and signed me up for one. As we got their we all walked in and their was a girl my age giving me a tour while my brothers filled out paper work "so what school did you go to before" grace said (the girls name) "a trampy one with horrible people" I said laughing "well this one isn't trampy and most of the people are nice" she said smiling "soo what's your fav lesson" I said "probably art it's the only lesson I behave" she said laughing "no way same" i said tapping her shoulder "okay so ik we have just met but you seem like a nice girl" she said putting her snap in my name

"their then we can talk more untill you start school" she said giving my phone back and heading back to the principals office as we walked in he immediently said something about my tshirt "thats not part of the  dress code he said rolling his eyes" "I don't care" I said walking out but before I walked out I smiled and waved at grace. She smiled and waved back at Chris walked out after me "thanks for showing her around" he said to grace before following me "don't start miss behaving in this school cass beacuse if you get kicked out of this one you might not be allowed back into any school" he said firmly "I don't fucking care I hate school" I said opening the car door and sitting inside as Matt and nick followed they didn't say anything but we all listened to songs and sung them on the way back.

As soon as we got changed I walked straight into my room

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