My Poams

Poam 1

Tw: self harm

This one is mainly about the person who manipulated me and caused me to lose the people closest to me.

Picture is not by me- I do not know who made it/ took that picture.

Also this isn't the best, I've never been good with poams I will not lie.

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Like a moth drawn to a flame
I was drawn to you despite the pain.
Like a sheep dog is to his flock,
I thought my heart was like a lock.
We made promises to never leave one another,
You found your lover,
We become gunk in the gutter.
I love you lots he said,
I'm left alone crying in my bed.
Put your fangs away and talk about it,
We'll take off in a year or so and forget about it.
Your heart is so big,
You're greedy for love like a pig.
I try to see the best in people,
Then I realize lots of people are evil.
I give him another chance but I became the tool,
While he proves he is a mule.
Now I'm all alone lying in my bed,
Wondering why I let him in my head.
Realizing what and who I lost,
I realized the cost.
Like a moth drawn to a flame,
I'm always drawn to people who cause the pain.
Looking a the blade,
I felt betrayed.
I gave him another chance.
My life went into the trash,
I look at the gash.
Wondering why I'm so brash,
I look at the ash.
I'm sorry for all the pain I caused.

-Spirit D.