Everything Changes from Here (Zarry Oneshot)

"Ok I say we name this day the official day of truth telling" Niall said more drunk then ever. I just laughed at his comment. He is my best mate, after Harry. "Zayn... Hey Zayn!!!! HELLO" I snapped back into reality. "What?" I asked feeling completely stupid. "I asked you if you want to go? The other mates are acting stupid and I don't want to have to drive any of them home" I nodded and me and Harry got up to go. I was almost out the door when I realized Harry was not following me. I looked back and say Louis whispering into Harry's ear. Harry looked over at me then smacked Louis on the arm and said his goodbyes. I stepped out of Louis's flat and the cold autumn air hit my arms and I shivered. Me being as stupid as I am I forgot to bring a coat with me. I was about to close the door to Louis's flat when something went over my shoulders. I looked over at Harry and saw that his Jacket was gone. I took the mysterious object from my shoulders and found it to be Harry's coat. I smiled and thanked Harry even though on the inside it was the weirdest thing he has ever done for me.

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The car ride home was completely silent so when we pulled up into Harry's driveway of his flat I was so happy. I decided to stay at Harry's tonight since my flat was a little bit out of the way and it was almost midnight. We stepped inside and I slid my shoes off and threw myself on Harry's couch. Normally Harry sits down right beside me and we watch some tv, but not this time. This time Harry took a seat on the couch across from mine. At first we just sat there looking at each other weirdly. Normally Harry was so fun to be with. Normally we would cuddle, and fake the whole in love thing. Something was different and I had to find out what it was.

"Harry, what is going on?"

"Ok so I was thinking that maybe we can be apart of the truth day thing?"

"Alright that's fine. You go first then."

"Zayn I have known you for 4 years now and for 4 whole flipping years I have had to hold this in. I have had to act like everything is ok when it isn't. I had to sit there while you fell for Perrie. I decided tonight is the night to tell you this. Zayn I am in love with you."

I was completely in shock. All those times we had "Fake" cuddled, and "Fake" held hands, it was all real to him. He was in love with me. I didn't know what to think. I don't know if I love him, Like yeah I do like that I can count on him and I do like his hugs and I have always loved his dimples, but I don't think I am in love. "Are you drunk?" I asked Harry a little bit confused.

"No. Never mind I should have never said anything. I knew that you didn't like me like that. I am going to bed. Goodnight." With that he stormed of tears streaming down his face and I was the reason.

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After about 2 hours of sitting and think I had come to my conclusion and had to set things straight with Harry. I walked up the steps to Harry's bedroom. I walked up to his bedroom door and knocked. He sniffled and mumbled for me to come in. He was laying on the bed looking up and the ceiling with a look of heartbreak and pain on his face. I walked over to the bed and laid down beside him. I wrapped him in a hug and whispered in his ear. "Harry, after thinking I realized that I can't live without you. I am actually crazy about you. I am not just saying this to cheer you up I am actually in love with you. I never really knew why I broke it off with Perrie but now I know. It is because I had a hidden desire for you. Harry please forgive me, and Will you be my boyfriend??

"YES YES YES I WILL ZAYN!!!!!! I love you so much."

With that we spent the rest of the night making small talk and cuddling.

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After me and Harry started dating the public found out and management got made. After about a month of us dating they decided that there would not be anymore One Direction. Everyday I blame myself for all of this. I keep my distance from all the boys and they stay away from me well other than Harry. After One Direction split we got Married and adopted and baby boy. We named him Chase because we wanted to always remember to chase after the things you love. Chase is now 5 years old and it is summer vacation. Me and Harry needed some time alone so I left Chase with Grandma Anne.

"Zayn we need to talk" harry said with tears trying to force themselves out of his eyes.

"What's wrong boo?"

"Zayn I went to the doctors yesterday and they found something. I have cancer."

I went into shock right there. The person I loved had cancer. What would I do with Chase? What will I do without Harry? I just broke down right there and started to cry. Harry grabbed me and wrapped me in a hug and stroked my back. He whispered into my ear that it will be alright and that we will get through it even though we both know we wouldn't be.

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Every month Harry grew weaker and weaker. I started to lose his amazing curls and Chase would start to worry a little bit more everyday. One day I woke up a little later than usual. I rolled over and saw that Harry wasn't there. He hasn't really got out of bed in weeks so I was shocked. I walked downstairs and saw a note on the coffee pot and this is what it read:

Dear Zayn,

I decided to drive Chase to school and meet up with the lads to get some lunch. I will see you tonight. Love you always -Harry

That night Harry came home and he looked very bad. He came right in and laid on the couch but he didn't say anything to me but to go get Chase. The 6 year old boy came running down the stairs and ran to Harry. Harry took his hands and talked to Chase like he was a grown boy "Chase tonight will be me last night here on Earth. I want you to take care of Zayn for me ok. Can you do that? I want you to know that I will always love you no matter what. You need to stay strong ok?" Chase nodded his head and hugged his father for the last time. He then ran up to his room crying. Harry looked up to see me in tears.

"Zayn listen to me. I want you to take care of Chase. I love you so much. I always have and I always will. I want you to take me paper plane necklace and I want you to wear it. Wear it proudly and always remember me no matter what. Just go out and live your life. And don't forget that time is precious." I fell to my knees and sobbed into Harry's shirt. I looked up and he lightly kissed my lips he then toke off his necklace laid it in my hands and closed his eyes. I knew then that that was it and everything would change from here.

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Epilogue (3rd person)

Chase grew up to be a very famous and well know musician. He married a woman named Kate and they ended up having to sons named Harry and Zayn.

After Harry died Zayn went into a deep depression. He never found anyone else and wore Harry necklace all the time. Every month at the beginning of the month Zayn went to Harry grave and sat and talked about the past month. He did this until the day he died. Chase decided to bury Zayn right next to the person he loved with all his heart. On Zayns tombstone it read: I am laying next to the man of my dreams. 

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SO this is very different from what I normally write. Normally I wouldn't write anything like this but I just had to. It is actually pretty long I think. SO yeah what do you think about this. Should I write more of these or what? Just comment below!! I love you all and please vote and comment:)