IABY Prequel Road Trips

Questioning...

A few weeks had passed, and I started questioning my entire life choices. My mental health had gone into a spiral. I was questioning everything and wondering if I should end it with Abyss. I needed time to work on myself and sort my life out. It took a lot of thought and trying to not breakdown when I realised it's for the best, he can find someone better, he can find someone who will love him better then I could, as for me? I'm focusing on myself and getting my life back together. Relationships made me anxious.

However, the real question is, would a relationship with Venus make me anxious?

He was always my other safe person. He's my comfort person, and it doesn't feel right being with someone who isn't him. I eventually ended things with Abyss but we stayed as friends, I hope he finds someone who will appreciate him more than I could, someone who would also do raids with him and can handle him better, I have faith in him after all he's a nice guy... Later that night of the breakup, I played some PvP with Uncle Seth. It sure did take my mind off of everything. After all, I was questioning whether breaking up with him was the right choice...

I felt relieved after our breakup, but at the same time, I felt empty, I wasn't sure how to feel, I felt lost, even though everything happened so quickly. A part of me regretted breaking up with him, but the other part knew it was for the better...

The next day, I went into a chat party with Venus, and we chatted for a while. He managed to make me cry of laughter. We mainly talked about gaming, and he was doing some commentary on his game.