One's pain is immeasurable,
just like the joy you're perceiving once you're cuddling with the fallen autumn leaves,
dripping wet, caused by agonizing tears from way above,
I desire your guidance.
Facing demons everyday,
growing till you can't no more,
Why would you abandon me when it was the sweetest?
You left a trail of dismissal, instead I chose the path of grief,
for the sole purpose of meeting you at the end of all things.
It is a peaceful day,
seabed of spider lillies floating gracefully above the crystal clear river,
the ones I gifted you each passing day, for showing you my gratitude,
memories dissolving from my cloudy mind,
chanting crickets taking turns,
yet I feel a glimpse of the void,
I tried to repress,
all the living remind me of your heartbeat.
