Ekta was annoyed when she said, "Just leave it, Aadhira, and move on! He never loved you; he was simply toying with your emotions." Gayatri noted Ekta's words and said, "She is correct, and I agree with her. He only sent you mixed signals and destroyed your mental health, and yet you are still thinking about him? After what he did, he does not deserve that." They were both right. I know he played with me and did me wrong, but I still cannot forget him and move on. Perhaps I loved him too hard. He is my first love. How can I abandon all those things? My feelings, my efforts, my patience, and my sacrifices. I did everything possible to make him realize how much I love him, and what did I get in return? DEVASTATION. I want to hate him, but I am ineffective. I was surrounded by many thoughts, and the answer I came up with was that I still love him and always will. Why no one ever completely get over their first love?
He ruined me. I always believed that Nithiv was a suitable match for me, but how could I be so mistaken? He was the first person who made my heart flutter, and his eyes were the most beautiful I had ever seen. His smile brightened my day. He was handsome, charming, and captivating, all at the same time. How could anyone not be enamored with him?
Dexter taunted me, saying, "I always told you I disliked him. He was never a good person." Dexter was correct, of course, but that is beside the point. I loved him, and that is what makes it so fucking difficult to move on. Although He was a bastard and I knew that from starting but that is what love is! No matter how good or bad looking a person is, no matter how fucking stupid a person is yet you decide to love them with all their flaws, you accept them the way they are, you love them how they are.
I will never be able to forget him. That is the truth of my life. It has always been Nithiv, and it will always be him, regardless of what he has done to me. I cannot love anyone else, nor do I wish to. I loved Nithiv Thakare, and I always will. He was my first love, and I am incapable of loving anyone else. Even though he devastated me, I will forever be his.
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RomansaStart: 10/JUNE/2024 Aadhira Kapoor, 13 years old, falls in love with Nithiv Thakare at first sight, not knowing his true nature. He is a tough man, a red flag, and the one who turns her world upside down. The fire she burned herself for. They met at...
