this tumultuous existence of mine - d. osamu x oc

❀ A/N!!!

hellooo my loves!! so i've actually had a bsd oc for a while but she's been a huge trial and error type thingy yk? it's sort of a long story but i wanted her to be true to the pattern of bsd's characters— being based off of real life authors and whatnot— so that's what i did!!

eventually, i came to the conclusion to use the author Michiko Ishimure as the inspiration for my oc, and it's actually a bit funny because while i was doing research on her, i discovered that Michiko was the name of the irl Dazai's wife LOLOL and so i was like wow this works out really nicely bc they have the same first name but one of them is an author, so yeah that's cool...

anywhoooo this book still be all about my girl Michiko's story, but for now i'll just give you all a basic rundown of her description and who she is bla bla bla...

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name: Michiko Ishimure (obviously...)
age (current): 22 years old
height: 165 cm (5'5)
birthday: 05/19
weight: 54 kg (119 lbs)
zodiac: taurus
mbti: ISFJ-T
likes: osamu dazai /j, cats, bears, flowers in general but favors peach blossoms, the moon
dislikes: social gatherings, loud places, dishonesty
ability: Paradise in the Sea of Sorrow - basically mind control :P whenever someone harms her enough to the point where blood is drawn, she's able to create a connection from her mind directly to theirs
appearance: a young woman with a lithe pear shaped body, averagely tall and oddly flexible. her hair reaches down towards the small of her back (think of like kyouka's hair when it's down) and is pale beige-ish in color, her bangs frame her face while some are gathered at the center of her forehead. she has fair skin and heterochromatic eyes; her right eye being a lavender color while the left is a pale gray, though she covers the left eye with a plain white eyepatch (no not the pirate ones, think of like tokyo ghoul)
attire: a simple gray waistcoat that hugs her body nicely, with a matching gray skirt that reaches just above her knees to go along with it. underneath is a simple white dress shirt in which she rolls up the sleeves to her elbows, along with a black tie that is tucked inside of the waistcoat. she wears black fitted gloves that reach up to her forearms, along with semi-opaque tights and black kitten heels that have small bows on them.
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aaand with that i believe the story can start, since i don't wanna go too in depth about who she is and stuff since it would spoil the story >:/!!!

i think her story is pretty fucked up, though that's coming from the creator herself, so i'll let you all be the judges of that LOLOL

also guys she's kinda mitski coded so there might be small references every now and then from a song or two sooo any mitski fans keep a look out ^^

sincerely,
ネッサ