When Nothing Goes Right

Kabanata SINGKO

Kabanata SINGKO:)

“time of death 12:44”

Even though I gave all my energy.Wala.Bigo.The patient died.Hindi narin Naman iyon bago para saakin.It was like a cycle.

“doc!may nag wawalang pasyente.”sigaw Ng isang nurse na pilipino rin.

I withdrew a deep sigh.Hindi matapos tapos.Nevermind.I ran to the patient.

“let me leave this hell!you killed my wife and son!”sigaw Ng pasyenteng pilit na pinapakalma Ng dalawang nurse.

“sir,”nilapitan ko ito.

“don't go near me!diablo!”muli nitong sigaw at pilit na lumalayo saakin.

“sir please calm down.I still have a lot of patients waiting.Just for now.Please calm down.”i beg.Hindi sya pwdng daanin sa pisikalan dahil maskulado ito.

My days as a doctor here at Italy never end in a good way.May araw na Hindi Ako nakakatulog.May araw Rin na sunod-sunod Ang mga pasyenteng namamatay.And it was exaggerating.

Fuck this life.Nah,it was my fault.I choose to be a doctor.I choose this field.Wala akong masisisi sa mga nangyayari.

“god.Ang sakit na Ng leeg ko.”reklamo Ng isang nurse na katulad ko ay pilipinong piniling magtrabaho abroad.

“You need a checkup.”saad ko rito.Nilingon nya Ako Ng may ngiti.

“ang fresh mo parin doc,parang Hindi ka sumabak sa isang gyera.”natatawa nitong Saad saakin.

Tumawa Ako sa kaniyang komento.She's my one and only friend here at Italy.Kami lang Naman Kasi Ang nagkaka-intindihan rito.

“doc,mag be-bente otso kana pero single kaparin!tularan mo ako doc!may boyfriend nang afamm!”aniya.

“wala iyan sa vocabulary ko Elirix.”saad ko rito.

Sa tagal ko nang nagtratrabaho rito,I never flirt.Maraming sumubok na ligawan Ako pero,I declined all of them.

“sanaoll.Pero nagmahal kana?”

I once loved.But it didn't turned out good in the end.Kung pwd lang ibalik Ang Oras,at and araw na iyon.I should not go to their house.Masasaktan lang Rin Naman Pala ako.

“once,”i answered.

“once?sino Naman?”alam Kong kuryoso sya pero,it was my secret.And I need to be my secret forever.

I smiled at her before going back to my work.My day ended the way I expected it to end.

“time of death 11:34.”

It was hard.Ang hirap Makitang mamatay Ang pasyenteng pinagtuonan mo Ng araw man o bwan o kahit Oras.It was hard to see people die in your hand.

“doc?oky kalang?Ang init mo.Lalagnatin ka yata”saad ni Elirix.I smiled at her as my answer.

“im fine.I can handle my self.”saad ko rito.Pero imbis na Iwan Ako ay sinamahan pa nya akong uminom Ng kape.

“kailan mo planong umuwi Ng Pinas,doc?”biglaang tanong nito.

That question.I never know the answer to that question.He was the reason why I choose to work here at abroad.I don't want to see him.Diko pa kaya.

“im still not sure.Pero I need to, kailangan kopang hanapin Ang mga taong pumatay sa pamilya ko.”It was hard.The fact that I need to go home.

Pero anong magagawa ko? Kailangan ko bigyan Ng hustisya Ang Kapatid ko't mga magulang,kahit na Ang nagal na Ng lumipas.That mystery of whom killed them will stay a mystery if I will not move.