Cuts and Bruises (Discontinued)

Cuts.

!TW SH!

Twilights pov

I wake up alone, for some reason I've always felt alone.

Even with sunset dating me in all, I mean I love her I just can't help bit feel alone.

I've felt like this since I was little.

I couldn't seem to shake the depressing feeling.

No matter what I did, the feeling wouldn't go away.

Self harms the only thing that actually ever helped me. It's a coping mechanism for me, a unhealthy one but it helps me cope.

'Another day of school..' I groan, getting up from my bed.

I put on a pair of dark blue jeans and a light teal short sleeves.

I put my usual black shoes on.

Then I quickly grab and put on my grey baggy-ish hoodie.

I then head over to the kitchen to make some breakfast when I spot a knife laying there on the counter.

I look at the knife then look at my wrists.

'It's the only way I could feel something.' I pick up the knife and slit my wrists.

The blood was like my stress pouring out of me, I felt better.

I clean the blood from my wrists and look around for any bandages.

'Oh shoot. We've run out..' A scared look on my face appears

'Whatever.. I'm just gonna have to hope for the best that nobody seens them.' I sigh, grabbing my bag, heading out the door.

'It's fine.. I'll be fine, I'll just buy some after school today' I reassure myself.

'Dammit stupid self harm.' I start over thinking about what could go wrong and how I could be so stupid and let my thoughts and emotions get the best of me.

I quickly brush off my emotions and thoughts when I spot pinkie pie running towards me.

"TWILIGHT!!" she shouts as she runs towards me.

I raise my arms towards her, knowing she probably wanted a hug since it was usual for her to run up to her friends and hug them.

She wraps her arms around me tightly with a smile.

"Owww pinkie to tight.." I managed to squeeze out the words.

I wrap my arms around her, returning the hug.

Pinkie pie let's go of the hug and we walk into the inside of the school.

I spot the rest of my friends.

They wave at me and pinkie pie.

I spot my girlfriend, sunset shimmer next to rainbow dash.

I smile and walk to sunsets side.

Sunset smiles at me and grabs my hand, now holding my hand.

Everyone notices this and stares at us with a smirk on their face.

"What?" I notice them smirking at us, then start to blush.

"Nothing" applejack giggles with a smirk on her face.

"Awwwh" rarity smiles at us.

Me and sunset both blush.

The bell for class rung.

"Awwh man" pinkie pie groaned.

"I have Math first!" She frowned and waved bye at us, as we all parted our ways.