Feelings.

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Hello Guys.Im Just Here To Let All My Feelings In One Page.

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Okay,So,A Lot Has Been Going On Recently.

I Have Some Uhh,Classmates. Let's Call Them S And T.

T Would Support Me During My Hard Times,And S..Not So Much. But They Were Good Friends.

Last Friday,Our Teacher Would Tell Us Our Final Notes For The Semester,And,I Ended Up Failing 4 Subjects Due To Economic Problems With Buying Guides And Books,And Worst Of All,One Teacher Didn't Accept My Activities In My Notebook Or Anything.

The Point Is,The Teacher Made Me Look Like A Complete Fool To All Of My Classmates Saying Things About Me And They Started Whispering To Each Other.

Some Comforted Me,Because They Care (?) About Me,But, That Moment Was Destroyed By S  Almost Shouting At Me:

"GIRLFAILURE! WHY CAN'T YOU DO ANYTHING RIGHT?"

Since I'm A Sentimental Person,I Bursted Out In Tears That Moment Realizing S Was Kinda Right.

(But Our 'Friendship' Broke After That.)

That's Why These Days I Don't Rlly Talk To My Classmates,Except 8th Graders. (I'm In 7th Grade Btw) I Have Some Friends There.

But The School Closure Makes Me Happy A Little Bit,Because S Won't Trouble Me Anymore.

But Recently,I Feel Ignored Whenever I Talk To My Friends,Or Some Online Friends,I Mean,They Talk To Me,Yes,But..Why Do They Say Nothing At All?

I Started Questioning If I Needed To Be More Introverted When Talking,Or Talk Less To Not Make Them Annoyed By My Talking.But I Can't Take It.

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Do I Really Annoy Them? Am I A Bad Friend?

More And More Thoughts Started Filling My Mind,But I Never Really Got The Answer.

I Almost Always Hide My Feelings,And Since I'm The Therapist Friend,It's Hard.

I Had The Urge To Vent For A Long Time Now,And,Here I Am.

But I Never Got To A Clear Conclussion,D҈o҈ I҈ R҈e҈a҈l҈l҈y҈ N҈e҈e҈d҈ T҈o҈ C҈h҈a҈n҈g҈e҈?

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Here I Am Again Guys,I'm Sorry If This Is Depressive,I Just Had The Need To Do This For A Long Time,I'm Gonna Delete This Soon,Dw.

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Have A Good Dayy <D

P҈e҈a҈r҈l҈y҈M҈i҈l҈l҈i҈e҈e҈_ O҈u҈t҈𖦹