At Your Mercy •Vegas x Kim•/•Macau x Porchay•

chapter 28

Kim's pov

That guy..

"So-"

"No , please leave"

He came here for the third time and at this point , I'm getting annoyed

I was still in bed and it was morning , he was tall and looked young

Maybe he's a thousand years old too? I don't know

"What're you trying to convince me for? I'm better here plus I don't even know you , you look creepy"

The look on his face was take back , like I offended him

"I know you had a fierce side but I didn't know you were so talkative"

"I can and will say more shit about you if you don't leave"

I can tell he was angry just by shutting the door , seems like I hit a spot of his , that dumb face woke me up so early

I stood up and folded the blanket , going to the bathroom , I locked the door and brush my teeth

I took a quick shower , the morning was cold

I went to the window , it was snowing , I remember how Chay and I used to play in the snow when we were kids , we once played in snow all day , morning till evening and then Chay got sick

I know he didn't regret for staying outside in the snow all day that day because of the grin he had while he was sick , he was actually happy

That's one of a memory that I'll never forget , I miss him

I felt a cold breeze on my neck , turning around , I saw Vegas

He was right behind my back , he was the one who blew on my neck , he stared at me , I wonder what he's thinking , he was so close..and..way too close..

"What did you say to him? He looked so offended"

He scoff as he talks

"Not much"

I said while looking down , the burning sensation on my chest won't stop and he is closer to me , I could feel my heart racing to an extent , my hand grew in a fist , I need to hold onto my feeling

I never expected to like a guy

No

I never expected to like a vampire

I never thought I would fall for some weird vampire guy that kidnapped us for our blood

I never anticipated this , it's like a whole bullshit but it can't be helped

I can't control my feelings nor for the ones who I fell for

It's impossible to control these

"You've been ignoring me since the day I got close to you"

Since the day he pinned me on the wall , after realising my feelings , I needed to avoid him

I let out a deep sigh , pulling myself back , my hands calm down while they were shaking a little

I got confused when he suddenly seized both of my wrist , pinning them to the wall

"You know if you want blood , you can just bite me , there's no need to do these things"

"No , I don't want your blood , I want your mouth"

"My wha-"

..

I gluped when he kissed me , my hand curled into a fists , he just kissed me? His mouth was on mine?

Was this real?

No way it's real

I must be hallucinating o-or maybe I'm still dreaming..

"Wai-"

I started panicking , his fucking tongue was inside my mouth! What!? I thought this was a dream!? This isn't real! But it seems so real to me

It felt hot on the inside , his tongue moving around my mouth , I swear..I can't do anything about it

I can't even do anything even if it's possible

Both my hands are seized by him , he got a stronger grip than me plus his knee was between my thighs! What could I possibly do!? Nothing!

I was out of breath but he didn't seem like he was

He finally let go , breathless was I , he still was gripping on my wrists , looking down while panting , my face was red , I could feel it , he kissed me out of nowhere and now he was silent

It feels so awkward , he just kissed me! Fuck! What am I suppose to do!?

He was silent and so was I , I took the courage and looked up to him , his eyes were soft , they weren't deadly

He was..smiling?

Looking into his eyes , he bend his head down a little , going for my neck to bite and he did , sucking on my blood , I didn't feel the pain , it's a usual thing for him to do now , he does it almost everyday

"I remember how you first broke my arm but now kissed me"

He didn't stop sucking for the blood , he was taking more blood , sucking on , I felt a little dizzy

"Because you've been on my mind for a while and I can't get rid of that strong feeling towards you"

Strong feeling?

I thought he was still sucking on my blood but guess not , he was right infront of me , talking to me

Strong feeling towards me he says..is that love? Because that's the same thing I've been feeling too , a strong feeling that pulls me towards him and I can't get rid of it too

I closed my eyes and let out a breath , letting my head rest on his chest , what am I suppose to do? He likes me and I do too

But I can't love him , Chay would never accept this and I am not a vampire..he will live longer than me..

Is that what they call forbidden love?

It's hurtful

He let go of my wrists , I gripped my hands on his shoulder

Love is so shitty

"I'm sorry but I can't return your feelings"