I, me, myself, u don't need anything of that, bcoz it doesn't matter at the end. When I've joined this course, it felt like life is full of opportunities of love, but turns out there's no one that gives a shit about me and my existence. What in the world did I do to not capture their gaze over me!! Disclaimer to the readers I'm a female, keep that in my mind, cuz this story is going to run me.
So first yr first day, I don't remember it, second day even which o don't even remember, but I've always remembered that someday ,may be someday ,someone's gonna propose me, take me out, grab my hand in front of all my colleagues, go to the clubs and parties together, introducing me to his mates, understanding my tastes, my anger and especially having a good physique blah blah blah etc.... But when comes to second yr, it became, atleast someone friend me, then in third year it became, atleast someone talk to me, in fourth year, can u guys at least see me, I'm not invisible, I'll be right in front of your eyes and u guys act like I'm invisible, what a shame on me huh!!! Once again let me clear you, I'm expecting guys to see me, only whom I see, meaning my crush list, not everyone else...
I have a long crush list, like about 40 or something. It all stared when I was in LKG . U know what is lkg meaning, lower kindergarten, that's the age when I choose to have a crush, but it's just for one day. Dont ask me why jus one day , even I don't know 🤷♀, the next day he seemed a bit arrogant to me, so i deleted him from my list. He is ashok, and again don't ask me how did I still remember his name, I don't know, may be to write this story I guess. So that's about my crush no 1
