Not really your usual cup of tea (neither mine) but here is me channeling my inner thoughts that I go through from quite many days as a teen girl which I think most of y'all can relate to.
I thought it'd be fun to digitally preserve some of my writi...
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10.06.24 Monday
pennies in my pocket, heart full of love.
This is the line that'd best describe me honestly, yet a proper introduction is a must. Let's set it out with a little about me.
Hi, I'm Coco or you can call me Heer. I'm just an average indian/American girl living a life lil far away from what and where i should be living. I'm currently seventeen and nobody understands. No one understands. Lol, I'm 5'6 and honestly want to grow further tall. I have chocolate brown eyes that can make you fall for me yet i envy girls with green ones (it's just a personal choice, i love mime too) I'm definitely the child in my family whose told to eat more cause no matter how much i eat i just don't seem to gain weight. They should just stop at this point like fr it's 2024! Happiness lie in all sizes T-T
Honestly I'm pursuing education in one of the top institutes in my country yet I'm just as dumb as a puppy. I kinda lack sense of direction in them because I'm unsure about what i really want in life. A huge procrastinater ,that's something I've mastered in afterall, I'm a girl who lives in delusion.
About my family: I have a nuclear family of (not so) cooperative and loving members. My brother graduated college very recently and joining his job soon, he's a pain in an ass and shares the perfect sibling energy by arguing with me anytime. Nevertheless he's a good sibling.
My dad is likely to be the most hardworking person I've seen and yet he never complains! All of the work just to keep us satisfied with everything we require. He's definitely one of the heros without cape thingy. Though he could be manipulative sometimes about things he shouldn't, he's still better than most. Never had he denied me for anything i asked, nor do i think he ever could 'cause of his kind heart.
My mother..............oh it's such a controversial matter to talk about. I'm likely on worst terms with her the most but our whole family is not really pleased with her behaviour at all. What can we say afterall we just want to drag life peacefully hence we agree to her non agreeable decisions most of the times. Don't get me wrong, I love her I really do but she would just find any trivial topic or matter just to argue with me everyday. Won't say I'm a perfect 10 but I'd be still better than her. There are quite many things she does thinking it's good for me, but she doesn't know it's ruining my mental health because she doesn't know how to handle situations well, she'd just straightforward threaten us. That's not cool btw.
Enough for the intro I'd just rather move on to the next writing session 💨
Till then love y'all so much 💐💌 hope you're ok!
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