My heart's racing, feelings catching up, chasing
And this sensation never wanes
Adrenaline's coursing through my veins
Ignite the lighter, my breath feels tighter
My world's in a haze, and I'm stuck in a maze
Should I break my streak or go another week?
With my body: trembling, my nails digging into my skin, and tearing
It's unbearable, my desire for peace is undeniable
I'm drawn to flames, mesmerizing flames,
Playing dangerous yet calming games
My craving is quelled and my burdens are no longer held
Once fire gently strokes my thigh
Sending me in a sense so high
I'm in a dream-like daze
While my eyes twinkle and gaze
As I watch all my problems burn away
And now for a moment...I finally feel okay
I can't help that lighters offer me a spark of joy
And I know it's not as safe as your comfort toy
However, just like you; I struggle for relief
Yet my life or my mind keep giving me grief
Now, I know my way to handle may not be ideal
But must you persist and make such a big ordeal?
