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Chapter 14: risk it all
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I kissed her.
Again.
In my defense, it was to make her stay.
Which is sort of stupid because kissing her again may make her want to leave. Maybe.
Sinubukan kong mag-isip ng matino pero sa lahat ng ideya na pumasok sa isipan ko, kissing her again won.
Sa simula ay natigilan si Rustia, but a second or two was long enough for her to respond. Her eyes fluttered closed, and her hand, initially placed on my chest to push me away, gripped tightly on my shirt. The soft movement of her lips caused lingering stirring emotions in me.
This could be a problem.
Hindi ko alam kung ano ang meron kay Rustia. I've kissed her twice already without taking it to the next move, and that's a record. Hindi ko alam pero I just wanted to kiss her, savor the moment and enjoy the butterflies fluttering in my damn stomach.
I felt like a stupid teen who just had his first kiss. Pinakiramdaman ko ang sarili. Normally, I would kiss a girl and take her to bed. I don't offer relationships; I offer money.
Nope, don't take it wrong. I'm not paying to get laid, it's just that most girls wanted something, and I have money to spend. Give and take.
But with Rustia...
She was not happy with the properties, not even the cards. I have no idea what she wants. Inalis ko ang napakaraming isipin sa utak, I'll deal with it later.
My mind raced to so many things involving Rustia but I can't seem to think of anything but desperately wanting to kiss her again. I know I have to stop myself before I can't.
I slightly pulled away pero hindi ko inalis ang tingin sa kanya. I pulled her to a hug and buried my face in her neck. I held back myself from kissing her again, not wanting her to push too far. Ayaw ko ring isipin niya na I am a creep who constantly gets a taste of her lips whenever I have the chance.
Hinigpitan ko ang yakap sa kanya, feeling ashamed of my action. She felt so small in my arms, but if I have to be honest, it felt good having her this close.
I don't want to face her yet, dahil wala akong paliwanag sa ginawa ko. Why did I kiss her? What's happening to me? Noong una, I thought it was just curiosity. I wondered what her lips taste like at dala na rin siguro ng pagkakataon. The first time I kissed her, I never felt such a strong desire to do so. At akala ko ay magtatapos iyon doon. Like how eating satisfies our hunger, and drinking quenches our thirst. But kissing her just made me want more, like I cannot get enough.
Just like the first time, this second kiss has been a real one, not heated that tends to lead to something like I normally do.
