How do you manage to pull it off
The mask of sweetness
The deceptive kindness
The sympathetic nature
The being care for you creature
How did you manage to make me
Believe that you're loving
Believe that you're caring
Believe that you're suffering
Believe that you're needing
Me
I caught you so
Being dishonest
Being same for others
But you convinced
Made me believe
How it was false
And you're only for me
Trusted you
Trusted every word you said
But what did you do?
Break it again
And again
Texting good mornings
Good nights
And love you
Was all fake
Oh how dumb was I
Felt loved
Ecstatic
Which was all a lie
The lie so pretty
It made me fly
Now that I recall
It all
You were just a leech
Sucking my veins
And my mind
And now you say
You're busy
Bored of me
Had enough much fun
Lusting over every exposed part of my body
And now you say
You don't wanna talk
You don't wanna remember
It was all
After all
Just a fun game
And now you will say
There was this girl
I pulled so heavy
Fucked so heavy
She lost every sense of herself
And is now rotting in the shells
