Gloomy Day

Gloomy day

May 10th,2024.
Twas a gloomy day to me.
Today,my head was shattered like a broken mirror on the floor,
Reflecting back the sorrow of my soul on the darkest night.
My heart was weighed down by grief.
And i wandered aimlessly in dark.

The passion was intense;
The pleasure was divine;
But,the pain in my stomach made me wish I was drinking wine.
I was lost in the moment;
I was caught the heat;
But,the pain was relentless,
And made me want to retreat.

I tried to push through;
I tried to ignore the pain;
But,it was too much to break.
And I knew it couldn't reign.
The night ended in sweetness,
But, left agony in my heart.
Left me with regret.

The bright morning dawned on with heavy heart,
As i woke to the pains lingering pact.
I felt foolish and sad,
For letting myself get so mad.
I felt the shame of my soul detests.
I cursed the pain that had ruined my night.

As the day set out,the pain started subside.
But,the memories of the night continue to lingering in my mind.
I began to question my worth .
I wallowed in self-pity.
left my sorrow running deep,
And find my way back to you.

                                   -Alabi Ololade O.