In the midnight kook woke up feeling thirsty when he reached for water he found the bottle empty and then he looked down and saw his kid was sleeping peacefully on him with an adorable pout and tight grip on his chest he smiled softly and made him lay gently on the bed and tucked him properly on the bed curling into a ball not feeling the warmth of his dada kook smiled softly and went from there to kitchen to refill the bottle when he was coming back he saw the terrace gate was open he frowned and headed to the roof and when he saw who it was he was about to turn around but what he saw made him stop
Kook - what is jimin hyung doing here
He moved forward and saw jimin was just silently crying and looking at the stars kook felt a pang in his heart he never saw his hyung like that he silently sat beside him
Kook - hyung
Jimin - (flinched badly and wiped his tears immediately) sorry kook did i disturb you i am so sorry i was just going only
Kook - hyung you dont need to feel sorry for things you havent done
Jikook become silent for a while and sitting there
Jimin - eomma appa also must be ashamed of me right the thing i do but you know what kook i swear to god after my family for the first time i loved someone so deeply and stupid me i didnt even realise that love is breaking me apart from my own family and in all this i hurt my mochi that fragile soul whom i love the most and you need the worst part kook i lost everything i lost my family,i lost trust in everything i feel like a lifeless person without any emotion inside me kook i am nowhere to find peace i ruined everything with my own hand i am missing eomma appa a lot kook i wanna go to them no one is in my shoe kook no one will understand my side
Kook - hyung .........what are you saying i agree you too have gone through a lot i know how you are feeling but tell me anything if you were in my place would you ever forgive me that easily hyung you all know tae was this little when when i lost my everything at that time i too want to leave everything and go too mom dad but then my lil angel was there to hold me back you all know i am living this fucking life just for my kid who has no one expect me the way he searched for me whenever i am not around shows how much trust and safe he feel just by my mere presence i raised my kid hyung he is my child and seeing your kid in blood and in hospital bed fighting for his life and suffering in this young age in not something i can afford i might be the mafia for the world but in front of him i am just hyungie his dada and seeing a single drop of tears in his eyes make me go insane whenever i see him in such situation i felt like someone burn my heart hyung and you need to understand that hyung my kid needs time i need time just think about my side too hyung
Jimin was about to say something but then they both heard the crying voice from kook's room
Jimin - go my mochi must be scared from not finding you there
Kook - you should also go to your room hyung its quite late
They both nodded and went downstairs jimin stopped at the gate and kook immediately went inside his room and saw his lil angel was crying while calling kook scooped him in his arms while roaming here and there
Tae - dada
Kook - (while patting his back softly and kissing his cheeks)shhhh dada is here only bacha did dada's jaan gets scared
Tae nodded immediately and his hair was bouncing coz of that he was looking so adorable with red nose and pout
Tae - taetae no found dada
Kook - its ok nothing happened hmm dada just went to drink water
Tae just rested his face in his chest and hide it completely in his dadas warmth and kook was roaming to make him fall asleep again
Jimin was admiring everything
Jimin - dont worry from now on no one will face any problem coz of me i hurt you guys a lot now not anymore
And he left to his room with a painful smile
