GLEE ONE SHOTS

Insecure

A/N
For this story, I got inspired by another one shot collection by:
Carsoncarson55!

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Blaine and Kurt were hanging out at Kurt's home.
Watching a musical, and cuddling in Kurt's bed.
Blaine up in Kurt's chest, able to hear his heartbeat.
Neither of them really watching the movie.
Just enjoying the moment.

“gosh, that guy can get. I'll say that”
Kurt laughed.

But that made Blaines thoughts run wild

“I don't look like that?”
“Does that mean I'm not good enough?”
“Does he actually love me?”
Blaine thought in his head

Blaine to deep in his thoughts, didn't even notice himself crying.

But Kurt did.
“Oh, Blaine is everything ok?
Why are you crying?”
Kurt said worriedly,
And paused the movie.

“N-Nothing, just- nevermind, I think I'm going to head home.”
Blaine slightly whispered as he got out of the bed.

“Wait what? No you're fine. Please just tell me what's wrong!”
Kurt begged his boyfriend. He grabbed his arm to protest.

Blaine looked back at his boyfriend, with more tearful eyes trying to wipe them before he could see.

“Hey, hey, stop. Please just tell me what's wrong. I hate seeing you like this.”
Kurt told the crying boy.
He grabbed his arm and stood up straight to face him.

And that did it for Blaine.
He started to break down and hide his face in his shaky hands.

Kurt felt horrible for practically pushing his boyfriend to tears.
He suddenly hugged him, rubbing his shoulders, and comforting him.

“Shh, shh, it's okay. I'm sorry Blaine..”
Kurt comforted the sobbing Blaine.
Rocking them both back and forth while running his fingers through Blaines curls.

After awhile, Blaine's sobs seemed to calm down.
He backed slightly away from Kurt, and wiped a lingering tear.
“Uhm, I'm sorry for that. But thank you...”
Blaine whispered while looking down at his lap.

“Stop, no none of that. You don't always need to apologize Blaine. You are fine.
But if you feel comfortable, could you please tell me why this whole breakdown happened?”
Kurt questioned.

Blaine went silent for a few minutes.
Untill he finally got the courage to speak up.

“it's just, I've been feeling really insecure lately. And I think I might have been gaining more weight recently. And when you made that comment about the guy on TV. It just hit me,
What if I'm not good enough?
What if I'm not good enough for you, Kurt?”
Blaine confessed.

It hurt Kurt, thinking that his boyfriend would everything like that.
He grabbed his shoulders, and spoke to him confidently
“Blaine, please trust me. You are perfect, and I would never think that. I love you so much, and even if you were gaining more weight, that wouldn't change a thing.
I swear.”

Kurt kissed him, lovingly trying to calm him down more.
“You Blaine Anderson, are perfect.
And nothing will ever change that.”
Kurt told Blaine.

“Now I know you want to stay, so let's lay down and finish this movie, okay?”
Kurt said and smiled, as he laid down in the same position as last time.

Blaine nodded his head, he laid down his head on Kurts chest, and smiled back at him.