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I don't want her to see that I was hurt king was my realist man and he gone live on.

I handed Mera my old gun and walked out the door. I wanted her to meet my cousin he wanted to meet the girl that got me all fucked up in tha head

"P Ik not getting in till you tell me where we are going"

"Cmon mama we going to go see my cousin and nem"
"P y did you give me a gun den" "cuz i want yo ass to be safe just get inna car Danm"

She got in the car and we drove to my cousin house as we pulling up I see Hayden outside sitting on tha steps of his house "stay inna car" I said to Mera she just nods

"You ok cuz" "yea who da boy inna car tho"
"That's the girl dude"

"Oh shyt you do dat stud fa stud shit right cuzzo" he laughs while putting his hand on my shoulder "tell ha to get out tha car she scared or sum"

"Nah I told ha to stay inna car" I waved to her to come here and she gets out the car "wassup gangsta" "Wsp"

"You want da blunt" she took the blunt and me personally i didn't know she smoked but aye she passed it to me and not to long after that my ass was off one "aye Ik yo ass ain't high rn dude" my eyes red ash and low asfk "hn I'm jst tired dab" Mera laughing "that's tha high Nigga"

Cuzzo and Mera just laughing while I'm off my ass I tried to stand but after a while it felt like I was melting and I didn't like it "aye cuzzo we finna head out my ass tired dab cmon Mera" " Ight by cuzzo by gansta." Ight dude." Mera took the keys out my hand while I was walking to the car "you not driving yo ass off one get yo ass inna passenger seat"

I didn't feel like arguing so I just got inna passenger seat as we driving the street lights hitting the windshield and shining on to meras face she looks so beautiful how did I fall for a stud my younger self would be in tears

"Princess you okay"
"I like it when you call me princess it makes my stomach feel bad in a good way" she laughed but I was being honest Mera didn't know how hooked she got me Im stuck on her.

"Idk how I caught feelings for a stud but I like it and-" "p stop you high dab dont say nun you gone regret when yo ass sober"

I wanted to express myself to ha but she was right if I said that was all on my mind I would have never talked to her in the morning cs I can't talk about my feelings when I'm sober I hate it ,it makes me nervous and idk I just don't like the feeling

We pulled up to the house and got upstairs to my room I took my shirt off just to me being in a sports bra Mera was looking at my stomach "stop staring if you not gone pull through" I walked and laid on the bed "imma just pretend i ain't hear dat cs yk how I would have yo ass" "pcht bitch please"

As I drift off to sleep I feel Mera rap her arms around me the way her touch makes me feel is unreal I've never felt like this before and I can't take it "Mera I can't you make me feel like im a bitch in they Nigga arms and ionk how I feel" she just looked at me and turned the other way "put your arms around me then" I did as she said and we both went to sleep

HEY YALLLL  im back so so so so so so sorrry for leaving y'all on a cliffhanger for that long but aye a girl gotta do what they gotta do and don't even trip cs i am a African American 😂 hope y'all knew dat cs ugh look at the way I'm writing this book but anyways updates should be a lot faster now that school is over.🫡😆 BUT RMB I do be ouside so😝😝