the jokers new toy

chapter nineteen

Im not fucking crazy, why does everyone say i am? And don't get me started on the joker's queen. I don't know why I'm here, I don't know when I'll get out. I sit on my bed, my pants and my shirt torn and made into a trapeze, I swing and hang from it. I never have any interaction other than with the guards. I long for touch. I long for him, I don't know where he is or if he's safe. I don't know if he's been caught. Maybe I am crazy... no that would be crazy, right? Yeah. No, the only thing that's crazy is this. I shouldn't be locked up.

I rest on the trapeze, looking through the bars at the high ceiling, when a buzz sounds and Griggs shouts. "Alright every stay clear and ready!'' I turn my head to look at him as he slides open a gate. "You're gonna be a good princess?" i don't say anything just looking at him, "dinner time"

I glance to another guard behind him pushing a cart with disgusting looking food, I make a face and he seems to notice. "No? Come on, princess"

"What is it?" it's the first time i've used my voice in almost two weeks

"Some kind of loaf," he says.

"Why can't I eat with others?'' I slid off the trapeze and walked closer to him.

He smirks and steps closer, "you want some company?" I nod and look up at him through my lashes. "Step back, clear the door" I grin and let go of the bars, stepping into the back corner, there is another buzz before the door opens. Three officers step in and one stands next to the door, I crouch down and look up at him. "Don't be scared, i just want company" as soon as they take a step closer i pull a bone from my hair which i had been sharpening everyday. I jump on a guy and stab it into his neck. I drop him and move to another guy kicking, punching, and clawing. I bust his nose and jaw. I slam my elbow into the other guy's face and stab the bone into his side. "ALPHA01 bravo" Grigges says before sending a shock through my body. I drop the guard and the bone groans as I get tazed.

I wake in my bed locked in a straight jacket, a gag in my mouth locked behind my head and my ankles shackled. I can hardly move, and I'm very uncomfortable. My eyes narrow at the sound of someone coming in. I sit up and look towards the door, glaring at Gridgges. "Oh come on sweetheart, don't look at me like that" he walks a bit closer standing behind the fence, "you did this to yourself"

I glare at him and watch his every move. "Come on princess, give him up and maybe i'll help you out" he says, his voice low.

I mumble something behind the gag. "Want it off?" he chuckles, "i guess your not a harm to anyone all tied up like that" he buzzes the gate open and walks closer, "come to me"

I narrow my eyes at him but still desperate to get the gag off, my droll runs down my cheek soaking the straight jacket. I walk over to him as he takes my gag out. I go back and sit down, the shackles on my feet making my movements slow and short. "Much better," he says.

"Are you going to give him up?" he asks, i don't answer. I dont know where the fuck he kept me, i dont know anything. Honestly. "Sweetheart things are going to get much, much more difficult if you don't start talking"
"I don't know" i say my voice low

"Oh don't give me that '' he scoffs, "your his queen, of course you know "I shake my head. I will admit I miss him. I constantly dream about him coming to get me, saving me from this place and holding me in his arms. To say I miss his touch is a complete understatement.

"Where am i?" I ask a question I probably should've asked long ago when I first got here.

He grins, "Belle Reve Prison, Louisiana, baby"